1 Suicide

I was a optimistic child. I always though that with enough work anything could be attained. It worked for a few years. I had high grades from kindergarten to the begginning of middleschool. But once middleschool started my grades started to drop. It was because of bullying, I never did anything to them. It was because they thought that since I was at the top of the class all the time, they though I was entitled. I denied it every time but they dont believe me.

"Mom im home...."

No one answered. They never did, even if I got the highest grade in the school they would still look down at me. My father was a trucker so he rarely came home. When he did though he would kick and abuse me. Mom didnt stop him either. She was a drug addict. One time I walked in on her doing it and she pulled out the needle and yelled at me. I went to my room and put my torn up bag in the corner. I changed into my one set of clothes after taking a shower. I grabbed some weed from my hidden stash that I often took from moms.

I lit it before inhaling and exhaling slowly. It helped with my depression somewhat. I was half done when I heard a rock hit my window. I opened it and saw my neighbor. It was a girl of course. I know right classic neighbor sequence but I didnt care. I grabbed my stash and put on my shoes before walking outside. We walked behind the house and into the woods.

"Hey Lillian."

"Hey dork, what you up to?"

"I was just stud-"

I was cut off by her dead glare. I replied in a low voice.

"I was smoking."

She chuckled to herself at that.

"You got some more?"

I pulled out the one I was smoking before and relit it. It lost some of its flavor but that was fine. We took turns smoking it before lighting another one. She listened to all my troubles. I grabbed her hand unconsciously and lay back. We had hidden ourselves so no one would bother us.

I was falling asleep before I felt something soft touch my cheek. Lillian had kissed me. I didn't say anything I just smiled and fell asleep.

I woke up when I got bit by an ant but I didnt move my arm. Lillian was laying beside me she had fallen asleep as well. I poked her cheek and gently shook her awake. She leaned up and rubbed her eyes sleepily. I smiled at her before helping her stand. It was night time and the cicadas were chirping. We walked back to where we met and split up. As I was walking home I noticed a big truck pulled in front of our house. A police car as well. I mentally prepared myself and walked inside. My father was talking to the police officer and They looked at me.

"Is that him?"

"Yes you can take him whenever you want."

I looked at my father questioningly.

"Where am I going."

The police officer answered me instead.

"To an orphanage."

My mind went blank. I couldnt grasp what he just said. As my father was singing the paper. The officer was about to get me but I realized what happened.

Father didnt want me. Mother didnt want me. And I dont want this life. I ran into my mothers room and grabbed her gun out of her desk. I turned around and shot the officer 3 times. My father backed up slowly.

I ran out the door and to Lillians house. I banged on the door. Her mother opened the door but I pushed her out of the way and ran to Lilly's room. I broke into it and saw her. She was doing her hair naked. I walked up to her and sat down. She backed away and covered herself with a towel.

"I love you Lilly. Do you love me?"

She looked at me confused. She walked up to me and hesitated when she saw the gun but she still sat down.

"I do love you Blaine."

I smiled and thanked her. I then aimed the gun at her head and pulled the trigger. I saw her lifeless body fall on the ground. The mother walks in just in time to see me smiling while angling the gun up inside my mouth before pulling the trigger.

'I hope I meet you again Lilly.'

Everything was black. I couldnt move my body. A light on boths sides of the room I was in lit up. On the left a white light was getting brighter by the second. On the right a Black flame gave off dark light that was also getting brighter. They kept getting brighter and brighter before they stopped when the room was divided properly. A voice resounded through the room.

"Choose your side."

The voice was echoing inside my soul. It was deep and commanding. I started to walk towards the light one but I was there right as I thought it. I looked into it and only one word could describe it. Angelic. I focused more on it before words floated up in a white flame. Angel Reborn. I got and idea all of the sudden. I thought about going over to the black flame and arrived there instantly. I thought about it and reached out to grab it. The flame seared my hand as it was wrapping itself around my arm. I then thought of going to tbe light and touched it with my other hand. The light wrapped around my hand and got close to my heart. The different light sources collided sending pain deep into my soul. I tried to let out a scream but nothing came out.

I heard six voices one after the other.

"Foolish mortal."

A womans voice came out.

"Interesting."

A man's voice came out.

*Demon Reborn system activated*

*Angel Reborn system activated*

*Error Opposing systems. Celestial forces agreed. Demonic forces agreed. New system acquired. Demonic Angel Reborn system at your service master.*