Steps of victory or defeat?

This was the perfect chance,the pig was on his back and distracted something else,I just needed to hit him but I had almost no strength in my arms and legs,I could feel my left hand getting cold and numb,at this rate I could not i get up due to blood loss and also because of the broken right knee. I lifted my right hand and put it on the handle of the knife attached to my left shoulder, the pig was already in front of Annie with his hand moving towards the pants,to prevent it I just had remove the knife attached to my shoulder and I had to throw it at the pig but both my arms were in terrible condition and could not keep up because of my injuries, it was even questioning if I would be able to hit it if I was in perfect condition, the darkness was massive and Alley where I found it was very poorly lit but I needed to have strength and aim to hit it,I had to hit not only by myself,if I did not get the greater consequence for me would be to fell the warm embrace of death again but for Annie would be a life of suffering and pain, but why was I doing that to the point of sacrificing my body? but despite the doubt in the background I knew the answer,it reminded me of my deceased daughter that I had never been able to hold again,I did not want Annie to have a fate worse than my daughter, but this fight was not just for me and she was for revenge,hate and love,I knelt with only my left knee, with my gaze on the nape of the pig that at this moment was pulling the belt off his pants,I tightened my grip on the knife and with all my determination I pulled the knife and hurled it towards the back of the pig, seconds before releasing the knife I felt a powerful impulse in my arm giving me a strength that I did not I could Measure it, and with that level of strength the result did not surprise me, the knife crossed the nape of the pig until it reached the handle of the blade, luckily the pig dead fell to the side revealing a girl tied to the ground, she was in panic at the situation that had occurred,so I tried to get up felt huge amounts of tingling in my body, attracted by sudden tingling I looked down to find my body emitting large amounts of smoke,main my left hand where I lacked my fingers, this was a very intriguing occurrence,by normal reasoning this level of smoke occurs when a 'warrior' is regenerating but if I had the power of a 'warrior' I would surely know, perhaps my past and body were more troublesome than I expected but I did not have much time to think about the truth I had no time,I could already hear footsteps approaching, what waited me in these steps life or death?