26 HIS FEELINGS

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"Hm," Bian moaned in the kiss as Meng De's other hand squeezed her breast. Bian grabbed his hand and pulled away from the kiss. Bian wondered if that is what he meant about keeping the promise in agreeing to have the last intercourse with Bian last time. He pulled her dress exposing her collar bone as he kissed and sucked her neck to her collar bone. "Wait," Bian asked but Meng De continue without listening to her. He trapped her waist in one of his arms as his other hand unbuttons her dress to expose her chest. "Ah," Bian moaned as Meng De sucked hard on her collar bone, "wait, wait," Bian tapped Meng De, but it wasn't working. Meng De successfully opening her dress exposing her chest garment. Bian quickly grabbed her dress to cover herself up. Meng De grabbed both of her wrists to stop her.

Both of them struggle, but with Meng De's strength, he was able to lock her arms to her chest and turned her around as he hugged her from behind. He continued pulling down her dress and released her chest garment as he kissed and sucked her neck to her back. With each suck and kiss on her back, Bian felt hot sparks all over her body and closed her eyes in pleasure. Meng De finally was able to pull her dress and garments down, dropping them to her ankles, exposing her naked in the middle of the grass field.

Meng De exposed his member from his outfit and entered Bian from behind without any warning. Bian slightly bent forward moans as Meng De thrust deeper and deeper into her. Holding onto Bian's hips, Meng De fasten his pace causing their skin slapping echoing in the grass field. Meng De pulled Bian up to turn her head to kiss her. Bian turns away from the kiss and bends down more as Meng De thrust behind her, pleasure mixed with pain filled her below. Bian held onto Meng De's arms on her hips for balance. Meng De pants in the intercourse as he keeps his fast rhythm.

With each thrust hitting her soft spot, Bian moaned and Meng De supported her falling figure. Meng De slow down his thrusts and Bian turned around to say, "I cannot." Meng De pulled out his member and supported Bian to the ground. Bian laid on her knees and hands onto the ground. Meng De directed his member inside Bian again with a constant rhythm. "Feel better?" Meng De pants through his questions. "Hm," Bian nodded as she bit her lips with the intercourse position pleasuring her. Meng De fasten his thrusts causing Bian to arch more and more. "I am going to come," Meng De pants in between and pulled Bian's chin to turn towards him. Meng De released into Bian causing her to drop to the ground with both of their liquids running out of her.

Meng De laid next to Bian facing up, as Bian laid fully down on the grass. Bian catches her breath as pain starts to form from below. Meng De stared at Bian to see her hair stuck to her face because of the sweat. He turned to his side and fixed her hair behind her ears, "I want to be the only man that does this to you," he said rubbing Bian's cheeks after fixing her hair behind her ear. Bian held onto Meng De's hands on her face and looked at him with mixed feelings. "Be mine only," Meng De said smiling at Bian. Bian blinked a tear out of her eyes, feeling incompetence and ungratefulness to many people in her life, "I am not ready to accept you," Bian said honestly. Meng De smiled and pecked Bian in the mouth without any response. He sat up and grabbed Bian's clothes to help her get dressed.

After helping Bian get dressed, he led her back, out of the grass field and to the woods. Holding onto Meng De's hands back to road where the servants were waiting with the carriage, Bian felt stressed again. The grass field is really a peaceful place for her as if it was her and Meng De against the world. "You must be hungry, let us go eat," Meng De told Bian. Bian nodded shyly in front of the servants. The servant opened the curtain for Bian to enter, but Meng De pushed him away as Meng De held onto the curtain for Bian to enter. After Bian fixed her posture on her spot, Meng De entered and called out for the servant to head out.

Meng De kept smiling in the carriage ride. Bian is embarrassed of what just happened at the grass field and turn away to look out the window. Meng De was happy that Bian and his misunderstanding of everything has been taken care of. Even though Bian does not return his feelings, she is still by his side and he is the only man in her life.

"We are here," the servant said after the drop to the ground. Bian can hear noises outside and slowly opened her eyes. She had been sleeping on Meng De's shoulders. She fixed her posture to see Meng De had already been awake. Meng De got out and opened the curtain for Bian to step out. Bian followed. Bian noticed it is the same restaurant from last time when Lady Ding, Physician Chang, and Ling had come with her and Meng De. They both entered the restaurant and it was not as busy like last time. Meng De and Bian sat at a table and Meng De called, "boss 2 bowls of soup." Bian stomach ramble out of hunger and she held onto her stomach to stop the noise. Meng De heard and saw Bian's action. "Make that 3, Boss," Meng De called. The waiter waved and nodded in understanding of Meng De. Bian looked at Meng De for understanding her when she tries not burden him.

"From today, you can tell me anything you want," Meng De said. Bian looked at him and noticed he wasn't smiling even though he was saying something gentle. Bian looked around to see people staring at both of them and how he keeps up with his tough general image in front of everyone. "Here are 3," the waiter brought the soup to them. Meng De gave Bian 2 bowls of the soup by mixing them into one. "Eat up for you and the child," Meng De said and ate. Bian slowly ate her food enjoying the soup for 2. After Meng De finished eating, he watched Bian eat but still aware of their surroundings.

After their lunch, both of them went back to the carriage to head home. "Did you like Cao Wei?" Meng De asked. Bian nodded, Cao Wei, the grass field was peaceful and beautiful. Meng De smiled that they are now in the carriage alone. "We can go back there again," Meng De said. Bian nodded in agreeing. Meng De stretched out his arms to pull Bian into his arms. Bian was surprised as she fell into his chest. Meng De caress her face and looked at her gently, "I am afraid that you are my weakness," he said disappointed in himself. Bian felt the shivers down her spine and didn't know how to respond to that. She didn't understand why she was his weakness. She wondered if all those confessions he did a while ago made him soft for her. Bian looked away avoiding his look as she remembered what happened at Cao Wei.