7 Stupid Primal Love

Once back in my room I go to take a long hot bath to try and relax a little bit and also to ease the edge of my pain some.

I make it to my bedside table take some pain medication and creep in to bed trying to get comfortable and rest for the night. But my mind keeps taking me back to earlier today, The thought of Michael fills my head the way he looked at the training grounds and for some reason the smile he gave me or at lest it looked like it was directed towards me... I hope so!

His wolf form was beautiful! At the thought of him I get this warmth spreading from deep inside me as well as a sense of security of belonging yet it scares me some.

All I wanted was to run my fingers through his long beautiful Charcoal Dark grey wolf's fur look into his gorgeous golden eyes, Mekhi I believe Emma said his name was such a beautiful name for such a Magnificent creature. Slowly drifting off to sleep not being able to fight the fatigue I fall deeper into dream land and my thoughts of him.

Suddenly my senses are draped with the smells of fresh pines and apples lulling me into a deeper sleep in comfort and peace.

Michael :

It's 2 in the morning by the time I'm making my way over to my room after everything got taken care of arrangements were all made and most of the new guards will start training tomorrow.

Thankfully Taylor and Nathaniel will be leading the training after mom and dad's send off on their vacation trip tomorrow well more like today since it's practically morning.

As I'm making my way Makhi starts driving me insane once more fighting for control stirring deep within my mind begging to find her. By the time I notice we're standing at Elizabeth's door once more, This isn't creepy at all if this girl were to notice. This would be fun to try and explain!

We stand there at her door frame for what feels like hours looking at her sleeping peacefully the scent of cinnamon and cherry blossoms wrapped around every fiber of my being driving not only Makhi but my self crazy as well. As I'm fighting the urge to go to her and hold her remembering the last time we bumped into each other and I held her tight to me.

All of a sudden I'm brought out of my thoughts as I hear her stirring occasionally in her dream or could it be a nightmare she's having.

Then the numbness I feel every time i'm around her starts turning into a small pain it's confusing but there's not much else I can do so I end up walking away and heading over to my room. Thinking of that feeling and why it's like that every time she's near us. What exactly could this be? But I'll deal with that at a later time now I've got to rest. There are plenty things to get done after dropping my parent's off on their vacation trip later on today.

"So Logan huh?"

Yes Em!

So How Exactly does this hole mate thing work?

"Why? do you think Logan's your mate?"

Emma asks smiling and raising an eyebrow at me while she winks as we walk into my room.

No! Dear God No Oh, No No!.

I mean not that there is anything wrong with me dating him or any other werewolf for that matter but?

"Liz you know Dating is nothing like finding your mate your soulmate?"

There might be something different something even better than just dating or being in Love with some one you choose to be with but for now all I know is I need to understand as much as she can explain.

We weren't going to get into anything serious Emma it's just a friendly... something I guess we're friends now nothing more he seems really nice and that's about it!

But I'm curious none the less. what happens when and if you find that special someone?

After some small silent stare down I hear her saying.

"Well if you don't think he's your mate and your just 'Friends' Why the sudden interest in all of this mate situation then?"

It's nothing just pure curiosity nothing more!

We have little to no time as we talk and get ready for today from Emma's room we've got to be ready to send off Mr. and Mrs. Vileno on their vacation trip.

Walking down the steps leaving Emma to finish up getting ready I start heading to the kitchen for breakfast I run into Michael and his dad Mr Ray Vileno talking about some sort of business joyously they both turn to great me as they notice my arrival.

"Your the first girl to join us this early." Mr Vileno smiles at me "seems Mrs Lilia and Emma aren't early birds I had started thinking it was the normal thing but now I see it's just the girls in this family with that issue."

From near me I hear Michael slightly chuckle at Mr Vileno's comment I turn to him and instantly he covers up by clearing his throat to which Mr Vileno chuckles as well leaving me confused at what just happened so I just take my place at the table silently and hoping that Emma or Mrs Lilia show up soon.

Michael:

I arrive at the dining room to find dad sitting at the table drinking his cup of coffee reading the morning paper I guess somethings never change sitting next to him we begin discussing some business as I'm trying to find the best way in which to let him know.

 "I may have found my mate! But it's a little bit complicated!" 

To which I hear him reply.

 "Nothing is as complicated as a mate whom accepts the bond but refuses to marry you!"

I've heard this story before from both points of view! 

Apparently mom being ever so independent didn't want to get married because of as she said.

"A Stupid Primal Instinct of Survival and Procreation!" 

She wanted love she made dad sweat silver bullets practically to win her over and believe me it ain't easy to brake and Alfa Male and for him to place his pride and arrogance on second to last place in his priority list but if he really wanted his Luna the female to help him lead to love him and support him he had to work for it and mother did not make it easy for him every inch he gained was fought for and earned rightfully until she agreed to his proposal.

I nod to him in understanding and just as I tell him I will find the best way to seal the deal the scent of cinnamon and cherry blossoms fill my nostrils and I look towards the entry way, My sight caught on her as we great her and my father looks over at me a little bit may I say amused as he greets and makes small talk with her winking at me from the side.

I'm sure he knows it's her there's no way to hide it soon mom will know too they keep nothing from each other Damn it! this is going to be an interesting morning hope he says nothing during breakfast or I'm doomed I haven't spent time with this girl I hope they don't freak her out. She's human after all and might not understand our bond or us well enough.