9 The midnight thoughts

"Eww nasty, that's a lot of ghee" Viddhi said moving away making Anjali give a light push over her shoulder rolling her eyes.

"You are nasty," Anjali said, turning her head away, folding her hand over her chest, shaking her shoulder to get the hands of Simran away.

"Oh?" Simran at the end with that both of them looking at each other than at Anjali.

"The tickle monster thing"

"God, you are such a child," Viddhi said, "Still it works" Before Anjali could react to what was happening both of her girls tickled her making her laugh in response falling on the ground trying to pray the hands away only to fail in response.

*** After Few hours***

Standing in front of the window in her hall, staring towards the clean sky at the moon. Which seems to look slightly bigger than before. A shiver passes through her feeling the icy wind passes through her. Rubbing her arm to feel some warmth against her skin.

"I don't know why but I feel the moon will get bigger and then whoosh a romantic moment right in front of my eyes" Anjali presses her lips in a thin line signing in response

"Well, that only happens in the movie, if it happens in reality then it will be only for some natural destruction" Anjali mumbles under her breath. Scratching the back of her neck.

"I'm so bored right now" Anjali mumbles under her breath scratching the back of her neck.

Once again a shiver passes through her this time making the back of her hair stood up. Turning her head to look behind her towards the door of the hallway. Shaking her head in response looking down still some car visible driving late at night.

"I'm so bored now" rolling her eyes in response as she walked towards the sofa jumping upon it lying her head down. With at staring at the small window by the end of the hallway.

"If only I could fly up above the sky, like even without my wings thought or something. Or maybe if I could see spirits, Then now I wouldn't have been lonely now there would have been someone I would have able to talk with" pressing her lips in a thin line.

Turning head to look towards the window the flower pot of lily, which didn't bloom yet.

"But that would never happen rather in my imagination world" huffing in response mumbling to herself.

"Guess what little" Anjali said pointing at the lily flower pouting her lips with the sad expression over her face.

"I won't be there the time you bloom as always I have been there but not this time" Anjali signs in response.

"I wish I could take you but I can't mom said it's rather i go or you and then. I don't want the plants, bees, the caterpillar go on a hunger strike. You are the one who feeds them. So sorry not this time"

'Still, as if I would have let that lily go there'

"Awwwwi really don't want to go… But it's my dream to become a photographer a professional click of the beauty every part of the world. This competition is just a step away just to-just a step away for my dream to come true." I said in one breath.

"I really don't know if I could just know to adapt to the new environment here, not the airy one but just if I could make new friends... I know I have Vid. She is coming to save my poor crazy-ass there as I am always in trouble."

"Will I be able to win the competition even if I didn't win, I just want to do my best. I know I'm never gonna know till the time. I didn't try, I can't just give up. But I'm scared I don't know why..." Anjali pauses looking out of the closed window towards the sky.

"Like something bad gonna happen.... this stupid feeling tho.. but now there is no turning back. I gotta do what I gotta do and this time. I'm going to do" smiling in response taking a deep breath holding in for few seconds then let it out.

Turning her head towards the fall in front of her. Photos all over the wall of small pups, of the traffic, of the park where children are playing. On, the other hand childhood pictures of her's with her dad laughing holding her in arms. With the background of the sun setting, along with that other pictures with her mom and sister.

Playing cricket, or football, walking on the beach near the water. Pinching the bottom of her lips, licking her dry lips. A soft smile spreads across her lips.

'Only if I could live that moment once more even if it's the last time.'

"I know you can do it just be positive. Even if you win or not, just have to give the best of me" Turning her eyes towards the digital clock only to sign in response.

'Just 12:45 is too early to sleep why don't I read some yoai and get back to sleep'

Taking the phone over her head which was put on charging, seeing the perfect 100% a smile spreads across her lips.

"Bebe is fully charged, yes its fully charged!!"

"Just 5 min of reading then I will go back to sleep" mumbling herself opening the app as she continued the episode last left off.

Little we all know the 5 minute never ends…

**

Standing in front of the fireplace, holding the envelope in his right hand. Wearing the white shirt with the top few buttons left open. The water along with the sweat trickled down going under. Wearing the black long baggy pants hugging perfectly around his waist.

Black hair shaved from either side, with one lock of his hair fallen over the left side of his eye. His brown eyes watching the fire burning right in front of his eyes making it reflect into it. The smell of burning along with that crackling of the word reaches his ears.

Lifting his hand up, tearing the envelope in two pieces once again, his hand went on tearing the letter into small pieces. Then finally the guy throws the ripped off pieces into the fire.

"Never, I won't let it happen. Not this time" watching the pieces of paper turning brown and blank as it disappearing being ashes under it.

With that turning around walking out of the door closing it behind him with a loud thud.