1 The Beginning

Hello! it's me the author. I will put out a warning to 10-. This book has suicide, violence, gore, and language. So if you are below 10 ask adult before you read this. anyway let's get on to the story! P. s I was bullied but never thought of suicide so I'm sorry if you lost someone because of bullying. Anyway you have been warned! bye peeps~lilly

Hello.... I'm here to tell you about my story. your thinking where am I? I'm in limbo. I killed my self. do you know why? because fake people and my family, they all suck. my friends, family and life were perfect until my mom died... me and my father didn't talk much after that but I was only six.... on my birthday my father gave me this card that my mother wrote before she died. when I read the letter I remember seeing my father's face. he was... terrified. the reason why he was terrified was my pupils.... they were solid black. I also remember my "friends" when they found out I was depressed and had no emotions. One of them her name is Sara, She had money, looks and good grades. then my bff, Ash. She was cool, amazing really. then the one who left me, Nora. She was a total bitch in middle school. I mean she would put notes in my locker like. KILL YOURSELF! slut, whore and freak. Let me skip time to middle school. I had my emotions... But on February 2006, Saturday. that's when my life began to be a living hell hole.