FATHERS PERSPECTIVE:
Blue and Red lights outside my door
I'm like, what the hell the cops here for?
I wish I was ready for what they were about to tell me next
Some bullshit. Said my Samantha shot herself in the head?
I slammed the door, didn't wanna believe what they were saying
Oh lord, please say this is a different Sammy.
All day I was wishing and praying
My Sammy? Nah they gotta be playing
Sam is way stronger than that
I think they mistaken
Oh lord, could it be?
That my girl has left me ?
Minutes go by , and I stumble upon this note
Sammy, i know you didn't please...OH NO
This is my 20th time reading this fucking letter!
I'm sorry Sammy, I wish I paid more attention to you better
Me and your mother
In this cold ass world, you were our only sweater...
Couple hours go by and I'm shaking
The walls of reality are caving
This is real isnt it, Sammy's gone there's no faking...
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But there were other ways, you could've prevented this
You left me here all alone to, rot
And I can't help but to think this was all your fault
You took the easy way out...
Fuck, maybe it was my fault... goddamn it i'm stressin
Maybe I should've paid more attention
I know hurting me wasn't your intention
But I'm here, slowly dying
Can't help but to keep crying
This shit is leaving me breathless
Oh Sammy, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone and you left me so helpless...