1 Does anybody care about me? (Samantha’s Suicide Note)

Go ahead and call me weak because I'm not happy like you

Go ahead and laugh and watch my pain while I grip on this noose

Oh lord I'm afraid

I can't stand the pain

I can't go on pretending like a wanna be alive on this day

Trapped in my brain

Thoughts slowly eat me away

Can't forget the things that have been said

Sometimes I think that I'm dead

I'm tired of living and crying

Think being alive is harder then dying

How do I keep doing this? I can't!

It's like life is a beach and I'm stuck in quick sand

No one asks about me, no one cares about me

Sometimes I think the world is better off without me

Where is god when I need him?

Strange enjoyment of bleeding

Oh fuck I don't wanna be alive

But do I even wanna die?

Living life with this fake smile

Can't you see it?

Oh why can't you see it?

I'm being consumed by these suicidal thoughts the devil is feeding

What did I do ?

Why do I deserve this?

Hatred inside my heart but smiles all on the surface

This is what you wanted right? I'll do it don't worry

Just do me a favor and tell my mom that I'm sorry

Oh well...

But if god is real I'm probably going to hell

The devil keeps telling me that this is my fate

But if you're reading this then it's probably too late!

"FUCK"

*PULLS TRIGGER*