1 The Duo of We

Him

I always look at you and i begin to wonder is this life all i ever wanted.

We talked for years but thats not all it ever was, until one day you decided to ask me out.

My first thought was to say no but then i thought, what could go wrong, we could figure this out

She asked me through text and that's the funny part

we lived 5 minutes away thanks to me on my skateboard

so she could have just waited but shes not one for being patient

Dont think i regret saying yes although she probably think i do.

Me

I never put myself out there before

But it felt like I could want nothing else more

More than being happy, than believing I needed outer beauty to please you

No has ever sees me the way he do....

Holds my personality together like you

It's not like our love is perfect but it's far more than worth it

Him

We met in school and believe it or not it was over a picture

She said she liked it and i think i said i know

why else would she talk to a guy she doesn't even know?

Your guess is as good as mine because it was a competition.

I had no intention of winning the cash but it would have been nice, instead i won in a different way

Skip forward to now and its weird because all she mostly do is scream in my ear.

I find it annoying

Me

That word choice is intresting and so is the cause

All my life I have been runing but from what I dont know

Sometimes I feel like I've been afraid to have false hopes to feel that high people call love

Afraid to have my heart broken since it was never truley whole to begin with

but I took a chance...

A chance on you for once I felt hope..

like death wasnt the only way to get rid of my darkness

like I could even have a future....I had never felt that before

And it was...amazing!

But lately I feel;

invisible

unheard

untouched

unloved

I question if I died would you even know? Would it make a difference?

would you feel the loss I feel even though we're only inches apart?

Death.....is not as cruel as love

So you see he's lucky....lucky to feel just annoyed, a feeling that easily fades

Because I'm left to feel worthless, alone, Traped by my own darkness.

Me again

I was waiting for you to respond, to tell me i was wrong

To tell me your here for me, to show the world how great a team we should be

I know you have a hard time with emotions well so do i

Yours get trapped inside unable to come out

Mine over runs my mind heart and soul with pain depression and self doubt

But every now and then i see you shine, see you sacrifice your happiness for mine

But thats not what im looking for i need you to listen

to know the difference between when im yelling

and when im crying out for help

Im willing to help you, if you were ever brave enough to ask for it

Im here for you, just need you to be there for me

No relationship is perfect but our bond as a family has the potential to be.

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