2 chapter 1

I was fast asleep.

Until I woke up to crying of my mother. I was at the foot of the bed my father was on one side my mother was on the other.

I started faking to be asleep.

Next time I opened my eyes I saw him pulling his gun out of his gun case and pointing it at my mothers head.

I quickly closed my eyes choking down tears.

I was very young when this happened. But my mom got us out in time so that he hadn't pulled the trigger.

After this they had gotten a divorce

they had a very large fight over me and my little sister to the point where my father had a gun pointed to his head by the cops.

After all this my mother had won us over. and told the truth the whole time. while my father told so many lies.

I was scared to come out.with the truth of what happened with the abuse of my brother sister and mom and the manipulation of me.

there was one time where my father told me to take the blame of everything and tell my mother yes or ok about everything.

This how my Depresion, anxiety, and bipolar came around. But then I had to continue school and act like everything is fine. I dont get how someone could do this. I just watched my mom have a gun held to her head. So I continued school and acted like everything was quote unquote normal I should say.