4 Sizzle

My heart burnt not in fire but in love,

Yet it immediately distinguished.

'I' and 'They' went away,

Come and go for favors finished.

I cooked not for my stomach but for my love,

A bitter sweet and tasteless, I'm hopeless.

Romantically loved by darkness,

Am I foreverly loved one-sided?

I eat not to fulfill the desire of hungriness but for my patheticness,

I'm perfectly imperfect for negativity, I'm confused.

Ramdomly thinking, "Who am I?"

Can be answered by loving back.

Writing (typing) this now, I don't know,

Group of words come together not knowing if they perfectly fit.

Racing to the heartbeats, while pounding the keyboard,

Negativity, Anxiety slowly eats me!

My brain is frying under intense heat of adrenaline,

Sizzling as nerves keep on crashing and crumbling.

As blood of Blankness slowly pouring out,

The downpour of negativity washing out my good.

Read this! Your confused? So as I.

Immediately write down (type) as I think out loud.

Last line will be yours, It's free! write down what you want...

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