22 SORRY ABOUT THE MESS

[***This chapter contains content of a sexual nature. Please do not read if you are under 18 or if matters of this nature make you uncomfortable****]

Aidan didn't wait for the door to her apartment to open. He started kissing the side of her neck while holding her waist. His erection was on the small of her back and he knew he would die if he didn't make her his tonight. She allowed him access to her neck and opened the door. She turned around in his arms and gave him a brilliant smile.

"Welcome to my home."

She stepped aside to let him in. He looked around and couldn't exactly describe what he was seeing. It was larger than he imagined, with cream colored wall and one wall of glass overlooking the city. It was clean and smelled like flowers. There were engineering books and fashion magazines on the coffee table, which brought up his memory of when she told him she spent some of her time reading. He had assumed her reading only included magazines but she was obviously more complicated than that. He heard her close the door and lock it behind her. She approached him and dropped her bag on one the chairs. He liked how cautious she always was. It made him worry less about her.

"I like your reading material."

"Sorry about the mess, I haven't had time to clean up and I didn't know I'd have company." She said this while stacking the books on the table.

"You're glad I'm here though right?" He took her hand from the book and looked into her eyes questioningly.

"Yes I am." She said smiling.

He pulled her into his arms and her hands went to his shoulders while his went around her waist and they swayed to no music at all.

"Do you trust me not to hurt you Antonia?" She froze and hesitated a bit as if she was considering it.

"I think I do." She said in a small voice.

"I want to make love to you but I don't want to scare you away."

She waited what felt like eternity. He was about to pull away but she dug her fingers into his arms to stop him.

"Ok."

"Ok?" Aidan questioned because he couldn't believe his ears.

"OK."

He kissed her then. Gently at first then deepened the kiss when he felt her tongue stroking his.

"Where's your bedroom?"

She pointed to a door and he carried her through it. He put her on her feet and continued kissing her. He pulled her shirt over her head and stared at her. She was magnificent, creamy skin and what looked like a scar on her ribs. He frowned at that, remembering how she must have gotten it from the mugging.

Toni caught the change in his face and followed where his eyes went. She paled under his gaze and covered her scar, ready to pick her shirt and put it back.

How could I be so stupid? He must find me disgusting.

"Don't." He ordered while removing her hand from the scar.

She looked at the floor, waiting for something to happen.

"Don't hide from me. I love every part of you."

He continued kissing her then went to unbutton her jeans. She stopped his hands and looked up to see the confusion in his eyes but they darkened once again when he saw where her hands were going. She removed his shirt and dropped it next to hers. She loved the way he looked but loved the way he felt even more so she placed her hand flat on his chest over his heart. It was as erratic as hers felt. When she lifted her eyes to his she saw the intensity and need in them and she knew then that making love was going to make it hard to remain emotionally distant from this man but she didn't care. They kissed then. Their kisses more desperate and needier.

"I need you."

"Please." She didn't know what she was begging for.

He took off their jeans in record time then undid her bra and got mesmerized by how perfectly her breasts fit his hands when he tried them. Her breath caught when he rubbed a nipple. He pushed her back and down the bed and stood to remove his briefs. Her eyes bulged at the sight of him; she got a little nervous about how that was supposed to fit anywhere. She read books on sex and had considered watching porn to get the whole idea but her father's voice was never far away.

Aidan saw nerves flash on her face and what almost looked like panic so he followed her on the bed to avoid her changing her mind. He settled between her thighs and gave her a bone-melting kiss, which worked its magic, bringing desire back to her eyes. He kissed her down to the side of her neck and felt the vibrations of her moan. He continued to her left breast and kissed her nipple gently. When she moaned he suckled on it and started kneading the other breast while rubbing against her clit his rod.

She moaned and twisted and rubbed her crotch against his erection. She was so responsive and he loved every minute of it. He lifted her bottom and took off her panties. She smelled earthy and he wanted to bury his face between her thighs and taste her. He kissed his way from her belly button down to her thigh and kissed his way up her inner thigh. She froze and pulled at his hair and looked at him questionably. He gave her a smirk and buried his head between her thighs. He gave her core a long lick that dragged a throaty moan from her. He licked her clit and gently suckled it, which made her breath come out shallow. When he gently pushed his finger inside her he felt her muscles clench and she felt so tight and greedy he almost came.

He continued kissing her clit and the shallow thrusting of his finger in and out until he felt her convulse in her mouth. He removed his finger and lapped her up, drawing out her orgasm. He moved over her, kissing his way up to her lips and letting her taste herself. She clung to him and he nudged the head of his thick penis at her entrance. She was getting impatient and he had to hold her hips steady to prevent pounding into her. He knew she was a virgin, he had felt the barrier with his finger and he didn't want to hurt her. He had never had sex with a virgin and he wondered how much he would hurt her. He slowly entered her, trying not to lose control at the grip her inner muscles had on his dick. He felt the barrier and decided to get it over with.