9 Stay

Darling I would do anything,  To share this world with you. Knowing and wanting to take care of you, I want to feed you, I want my life time to be spent with you. Traveling and experiencing everything this planet has to offer. With you, Taking pictures of you smiling across the globe, so I can show you off to Everyone i love, my family, my freinds and even strangers, when my memory fades I'll have something to hold onto when I begin losing who u are. We both have alot of growing to do, Im here asking my bestfreind, my lover and my companion! Will you please make me the happiest man on earth.

I asked you to be my partner, work with me but im the only one working for us. Busting my ass, breaking my back, your unappreciation shows me im never going to be worth it.

With you gone, who do i share the clouds with.?

So close but completly out of reach, my body yearns for you. Unfortunatly our love sickens me. Mentally and phsyically. 

You say i dont give anything when ive given it more than my all. Borrowed when i had nothing just so you wouldnt fall.

When i was ready to give you my everything, you were in need of attention. Seaching so restlessly, Constantly and presently you. Just let me know the truth so i can let go.

When you were with me i never wanted sleep, exhaustion could wait. Sleepless and staggering, stumbling through the day

money spent is time lost, could i have faked true love.!? Or did i waste love fueling your ego? I stepped away to let you choose where we go.

Ive given you my best, why doyou allways get the best of me?

My anger explodes calmly, I try reminding myself you didnt matter. Subtle thoughts of you shake this house of glass about to shatter