Day 1: Calming Down

12:02 AM November 1st

Drifting into sleep has never been so hard, but I still force myself into sleep.

I will never fail like I did before.

Never again.

6:27 AM November 1st

No Nut November is alive.

I wake up at dawn, something I've never done before.

It wasn't right. For some reason, sunlight is still seeping through my curtains in a weird angle. One ray drilled into my eye lids, another two spraying gently on my phone and my tissue box.

It's taunting me!

I ignore nature's hints, jerking my head away and forcing myself into slumber once again.

1:30 PM November 1st

My mind is so calm, maybe it's because it's only the first day.

Consecutive pushups and lifting dumbbells have destroyed any strength lingering in my arms. I even choose to jog and tire my legs out.

I'm not taking any chances.

That's it for today's diary.

Stay Strong and Calm Down.