11 day 11

strong face for used, i looked at the younger me i had no idea what was going on then, i was so stupid,

Boom out of no wear i couldn't see anything it was pitch black but i could hear a familiar voice saying "don't worry I'm safe and happy, I'm sorry i left so soon please forgive me" that voice i thought I'd never hear again Jason my Jason.

That's when I finally wake up in my room they say you forget what happeneds in dreams well that's so not true i could remember, i have not idea why i dreamed all that, but now i know that my father is a monster,

And i knew Jason was sad but i didn't have a clue it was a hell whole it was for him he was trying to protect use as well as trying not to show his pain, i couldn't believe what i seen in my dream i know it was true but why i was seeing it i don't know but i wish i did. The pain on his face that night i told him i didn't want to see him and hated him i hate myself more and more for what i said,

That dream i have completely shattered me, the pain and hurt in Jason's eyes he was going through a lot but he still protected use I'm so sorry my brother.

And dad i hope you read this, i wasn't you to know i know everything