Happy beginning

Kang Ji Eun's POV

Dear diary,

They say writing your emotions can help you with relieving your pain. Atleast that is what my therapist said. So here I am writing my emotions and making a beautiful story out of it. So here goes nothing...

Not all the stories starts with a happy beginning some starts with sorrow and pain which ultimately breaks the person or makes them so much stronger that they can withstand any storm. I could say I was lucky that mine was a happy beginning and maybe that is the reason I had to went through so much pain to make me a completely different person.

Falling in love with Park Cha min was easy. Who wouldn't fall for tall, handome brown hair and shiny hazel eyes which sparkles every time he laughs.

I saw him first when I was attending a wedding reception, which by the way, my mother pretty much forced me too.

There he was in a black tux standing with his friends joking around and laughing with them. His laugh was the thing which made me look his way when I was already looking for a reason to politely get out of the boring office conversation my mother was having with her friends. I could say I was star stuck. Was it a love at first sight? I dont think so but more like a crush at first sight....and then just for a moment he looked at me maybe by feeling my gaze on him but for that moment none of us could move our gazes from each other.

Even though we were standing few feets away from each other in a room filled with wedding guests it was like we were the only two in the room. That was the most intense moment of my 16 year existence. I could feel butterflies in my stomach and electricity going through my body and I couldnt look away.

And then our trance was broken as my mother called my name. I was like a dear caught in headlight and I could feel blush coming to my cheeks.

My mother got worried and asked me if I am okay leading me into a very awkward situation which I obviously tried to avoid as soon as possible by ensuring her i am fine. But after I looked back at him he was still looking at me with a slight smile and I instantly looked away in embarrassment.

Later I found out that his family is new in our neighborhood who moved here after the early retirement of Mr. Park Yoon, Cha Min's father who was an commander in military because of an accident on site. After the accident Mrs. Park forced her husband for the early retirement but Cha Min was more like his father and wanted to get into military himself and all of this detailed information my mother found out and informed me when i was pretending to be not interested by the end of the wedding.

Through out the wedding I was stealing gazes at him while hiding behind my mother. I saw him looking at me as well and every time our eyes locked it was the most magical and blush inducing moment.

Needless to say I lost my appetite making my mother even more worried. Then my little fairytale ended as it was time to go home. I was sad about going home for the first time in my life but was also relieved that maybe I could wash away this lightheaded feeling.

But even after I came back, washed up and went to bed, I couldn't forget about him and would blush every time I thought about the moment.

I think I should start with my introduction. I am 16 year old girl who lives with my family which consists of my Grandma and my parents.My grandpa died when I was a baby. I also have a brother who used to live with us but he left four years ago when he turned 18 and I was 12 and now lives in mordern part of the city. We were inseparable when we were kids even with 6 year age gap between us. But with his out going, spontaneous and bold nature which was inherited from my gandpa as my grandma says it was difficult for him to adjust with the rest of us conservative ones.

Although I dont like to be apart from him and cried when he left the house to live his dreams I still love him and am proud of him for working towards his goals of becoming an engineer.

Lets get back to myself again. As I said I am 16, introvert loves to read and ride my bicycle. I am 5'6 so with average height, dark but shiny black shoulder length hair, pale skin and pink lips. I am skinny but still have a good figure all thanks to my daily exercise and self defense classes which my brother forced me to take since I was a child cause according to him a girl should always know how to protect herself. I do agree with time now as things turned good in my favour. My mother thinks that I am the most beautiful 16 year old girl she has seen in her life but I think thats what all the moms thinks of their daughters right? I think I am an average looking person. According to my father one shouldn't worry so much about looks which are going to change with time. I do agree with him but I think ill make my own opinion as I grow up.

Back to my unconditional and undying love story. Well as I said I was lucky in the beginning cause as the new year for the school started I was very excited for it. What could I say I was a nerd or maybe still am.

I love every subject and especially Art. I love drawing and sketching almost everything and I am good at it too and I want to become an artist or a game developer or anything relted to it.

I said I love all the subject please scratch that cause the huge exception is math cause I suck at it. But all the hate for the subject was nothing compared to meeting again with my bestfriend and staying with her the whole day.

Yes I do have a friend other then books and sketch pad. Her name is Kim Yuna and we have been friends since I understood what friendship is.

As we met at the entrance she immediately engulfed me in a hug and started gushing about the new cute guy in our class. I was impressed as to how she could gather such information this early in the morning.

So we went to the class and for the second time in my life I was stuck at one place and almost thought I was daydreaming as I saw Cha Min in our class and it looked like he already made some friends.

Looking at my unmoving phase Yoona followed my gaze and gave out a giggle which made Cha min look at me and surprise surprise there was the embarrassing blush again.

I rushed to my seat and didnt dare to look at him through out the class and still could feel his eyes on me. Now after the class is done and I was packing everything slowly just to avoid meeting him. But little did I know he was waiting for me outside of the classroom. As I went out he was there in all his glory, smiling at me.

"Hi..."