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Sitting in class feeling alone, paying attention to nothing in particular, pia sat with her brown eyes wide open silently watching as student came and go, since it was now break time..... suddenly her friends Shan shan and jade called her across the room as pia sat closer to the door. Removing her bag from her lap pia went to them, sitting on the desk in front of jade, their conversation stoped just as fast as it had started as her friends were only asking about a project they had to finish, crawling back into the watchful state she was in at first, sitting in a chair just across from shan, pia once again heard her name but this time it was coming from nick who was now standing in front of her, getting pia's attention he asked "who in the class do you like", this question surprised her, but an idea popped into her head, wanting to give it a shot she had him going in circles to know who she liked, realizing that nick was finally gonna give up guessing after she had a belly full of laughter watching him guess pia finally told nick that she liked V, tho this was not true she had taught that the risk of lying could cover the truth about who she liked and and her true relationship, initially covering the fact of who and what she wanted, knowing very well just how nasty her mind was, not being involved in sexual activities she had taught that hiding her real crush with a fake would hide the intimacy that her mind would play while using it as a theater, while her mind and body wanted the same pia tried to drown this by lying to her self thus making others belive the lies while keeping the truth hiden.