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Normal girl with a normal life.

That's what am I. Living in Planet Earth, where people live in peace. Wait, erase that!

Ehem, Living in Planet Earth, where some people live in peace and some doesn't.

Normal girl who has a family, also has friends and has those best ones and worst ones.

Normal life like —woke up, eat, bath, goes to school, study, have fun with friends, go home, study, doing the assignments, bath, sleep, and repeat. Days and years have past but it was always the boring day I have, nothing special.

But I'm a typical girl who wants excitement in her life, like those in books and fairy tales. But why, why I am having this normal—boring life!

I may be a normal girl but I have the weirdest brain, well for me I have! Sometimes I think what is beyond this world.

What does it feel after you died and is this real? I mean the real-real. Or is this a dream? If it is, What a long dream.

Is there life after death? Can I still remember my past life? If it is, why can't I remember anything? Is this my first life?

Is reincarnation real? Well hope so.

Then what is the purpose of existence?

What is life? Why are we created?

I think that who created us, is really awesome.

Well, are we controlled like those anime I've watched?

Does destiny really exist? or fate? Well they are desame.

Are we free? They are many laws and rules in this world. Does that means, no one is free? But I don't blame those laws we have, they represent some way to the peace in this world. Well some because politics are dirty.

And Is there secrets in this world? Or is there another world? That would be fun.

I have many questions in this gaddamn mind of mine!

Well, hello there! I am Ayesha Mae. 14 years of existence. Welcome to my story!