6 Us

Lying here in a pool of blood, I really regret many things in my life.

I should  have known better than to be enticed by you. I should have known better than being in this mess...

If you ask me how it started, I think at the coffee shop .

Nope.

Maybe at the bus stop.

Oh I know, it started at the hospital.

I was at the hospital to meet a friend. If I hadn't gone there that day I wouldn't have had to take the bus to get back home. I wouldn't have craved coffee standing there and decide I needed a coffee to get through that day. I wouldn't have opened the cafe door to bump into someone. I would not have been attracted to the guy and his smile. I wouldn't have been chirping all day long only to bump into him in front of the bookstore in the evening and deciding that it's fate.

Anyway it happened. We met. We fell in love. We promised happily ever after. We stayed together for a year. 

That was the honeymoon period. Soon the castles we built broke down. The fate we were sure of never existed. Our forever was short-lived. He became suspicious. He became possesive.

Don't do that. Don't do this. Don't look at others. I am the only one for you, he said.  And then  we rolled right from our bliss to violence. And finally today he hit me. All the lines were crossed today. I should have known that it won't be a happy ending a long time ago.

Today things got out of control. Everything was sudden.

He hit me .

I slammed into the desk. He was about to hit my head. But he never raised his hand on me again. The stab from the screwdriver was enough to take him aback. The second stab right into his chest was enough to make him look surprised. I smiled. He had woken up the me who the doctor had forced into sleep.

I twisted the screwdriver  and stabbed him again and again. 13 times more. Just to make sure he doesn't live. No one who crosses me should be alive. My other self who loved him was a fool. No one can belittle me.

Lying here in a pool of blood, she must really regret many things in her life.

Lying here in a pool of blood she  should  have known better than to be enticed by you.

However lying here in a pool of blood was the most satisfying thing I have felt in a while. Lying in a pool of blood- his blood.

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