Xin Lei's declaration

*Bai Li*

I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't know what I was saying. I was never that unsure of my skills before. I confidently promised Chu Jie that I would take him out of there.

But I failed him. I failed Xin Lei's trust in me too.

Strange huh? Just last night, I confessed my feelings to Xin Lei, and within a span of only sixteen hours, I already doubted our future.

It didn't matter to me if I tried my best to control the situation.

I failed. And that was it.

Everything spiraled out of my hands when I dodged that bullet, but that woman managed to free herself from me.

I lost Chu Jie and then Cocoa…

What else was I supposed to say?

I felt Xin Lei tighten her hug. I heard her stomp her foot. She started hitting on my chest, but they felt like soft feather punches to me. Then came the robotic voice. "You are an idiot! If you are not right for me, then I don't think anybody else is."

"I…"