3 Chapter 1:Tampons and vibrators

Song:hands to myself (Selena Gomez)

Can't keep my hands to myself

No matter how hard I'm trying to

I want you all to myself

You're metaphorical gin and juice

So come on, give me a taste

Of what it's like to be next to you

Won't let one drop go to waste

You're metaphorical gin and juice

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"Don't forget my tampons"I barked.

There was no way in hell I could risk not having my tampons by the evening.

My period was a motherfucking son-of-a bitch.it was in two days time,but the thought of seeing tampons calmed me down,it was like a reassurance that It would be just okay

Will it

It was never okay,i was close pals with ibuprofen,and my period pains were still abnormally painful.

Most people said sex would make the pain better,but I just couldn't afford to give out my Precious virginity to anyone but Tim.

Who's Tim?well to start with,my best friend,crush and housemate who is a 6"3 inch tall,dark skinned, muscled bunch black American.

That's Tim

Do i want him? definitely

Body or soul?all in one.

Unfortunately,he has a beautiful 5"7 American model girlfriend,Linda,they have been dating for the past six months and if looks could kill,she most certainly wouldn't be 6ft underground,like half a million feet should do,with the amount of times I've glared at her.

She literally lives here,she comes over in the morning and doesn't live till late at night.

They screw each others brain out while I just sit and hear their loud moans in the room next door wishing Tim would finally notice me,unfortunately, I've been friend zoned for life.

Girl,you need to get laid

Laid my foot,if it wasn't Tim,ill die a Virgin.I had been in situations where I almost had sex,but I just couldn't, and my ex boyfriend just wouldn't understand.

That's right,just one ex for me.Tims closest friend,and that's all I'm saying.

"Let's not do these again,you can't keep sending me to get you tampons,any other thing,not just those,please"he groaned,he was so sexy when he did that.

"You didn't even get them the last time"

"You weren't there to see the look the attendant gave me,she looked at me like I was freaking nuts,every other person just kept looking at the weird guy walking to the female section of the store."he scrunched his nose indicating that he was pissed,because at the end of the day,he always bent to my wishes.

"Im sure other men get them for their girlfriends"

"Did I hear someone say girlfriend"a high pitched sound came from inside Tim's room.i fought the urge to roll my eyes

Too bad,already did for ya

She was soooooo damn irritating,

beautiful?yes

Irritating?a thousand and ten yeses

"I just wanted your BOYFRIEND to get me tampons"I laid emphasis on the word boyfriend.

I'm my head,i was happily married to Tim with three cute kids,of course,it's all in my head.

"Nevermind I have some to spare"she gave her infamous fake bitchy smile

Go to hell,slut

"I use special ones,i can't just use any"I fired back,with my most sweetly sick smile

That how we do in Italy,my sweet subconscious deepened her accent,sound sexy as hell

"I'll just get them for you,Tim and I are going to the mall,right babes"she kissed him squarely on the lips.He obviously forgot about his best friend,becaus he grabbed her neck, bringing her closer.I'm guessing he bit her because she whimpered and moaned.

I should walk away right, but I dont.I watched till the very end,the bitch furiously kissing my Tim,their tongues buried in each others throat.

What I'll do to be in this bitchs shoe.

They finally released each other after what felt like hours

They were still staring at each other

"Uh,im here....this is awkward"

I remember saying the exact same thing a few months ago when I walked in on Tim in the bathroom.

My slutty eye wouldn't stop staring at his massive semi erection.It was awkward,but it most certainly was worth ever ounce of awkwardness .I avoided him for a few day before he brought it up and cleared the air about it.

You still touch yourself to the sight of him,ya know.

Just thinking about it was making a puddle in my panties.

Told ya

"How about we do these,jane and I get your tampons,and you in turn makes us dinner"

"We have a deal"

I could literally cook in my sleep,my Mami taught me to make the best pasta in the whole of Italy.

Tim left a few minutes later after a long hot make out session with Linda that left me horny,you will think I was the Kissee.

Weird right

I got into my room and yanked out my vibrator.I really needed some action

Vibrator action

I switched it on and placed it on my clit.Imagning it was Tims hand on my body,i rolled my nipple between my finger and pinched.

"Oh gosh,fuck"I moaned as I dipped two fingers inside my wet pussy,I pressed the vibrator harder on my clit.

"Tim please"I visualised his finger dipping into my pussy with his boyish smirk playing proudly on his lips

I fucked myself faster with my finger.As i felt myself coming closer, the door was yanked open reveling a very confused Tim.

His expression changed immediately to shock then instantly to humour.

I'm glad he was finding it funny.i got off the bed within seconds and wrapped the bedsheet around my naked boobs and exposed pussy

I didn't even get to cum

"You were sure hitting it really hard,Im sure Alex would have done better than that toy"

I flipped him the middle finger and screamed"get out"

My best guess was he didn't just hear me chant his name like the Psalm some few minutes ago

He left without even telling me what he came to get

I was about to continue with my "toy"when I realized that it had ran out of battery

Fucking shit,just fuck my life already

That was,huh,a little cringy,but in all

Next chapter is Drew's pov.

Xoxo joseylee😍😍