5 covering my ears like a kid

(THIS IS A SPECIAL CHAPTER IT WILL BE ABOUT ZACK'S DREAM OF A BAD MOMENT)

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(I'm skipping the "la la la" parts at some parts maybe)

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-Zack's prov-

I slowly drift away to sleep.

Then a memory/dream comes.

I see myself crying..my parents are arguing with me..I wanted to say so much but I couldn't..

~Hush, don't speak~

"I just wanted them to be quiet..

I wanted them to let me live my own life..."

~When you spit your venom, keep it shut, I hate it~

"Every thing they said put through shit...Every single day felt like the same day..."

~hiss and preach

About your new messiah 'cause your theories catch

Fire. I can't find your silver lining~

"They wanted me to become what I didn't want to be...."

        ~I don't mean to judge

But when you read your speech, it's tiring

Enough is enough~

"I'm sick and tired of there complaints! So tired of the same shit!..I want to scream!..."

I curl up and grab my head crying and screaming like a little kid would.

~I'm covering my ears like a kid

When your words mean nothing, I go la la la~

"Covering my ears so I won't hear a single shit come out of your filthy mouth!"

~I'm turning up the volume when you speak

'Cause if my heart can't stop it,I'll find a way to block it,I'll find a way to block it~ 

  (Music goes away)

~another dream~

-Zack's prov-

"Where am I?.." I say as I adjust my eyes to the light. "FUCKIN USELESS CHILD!" I hear a lady yell at me but I can't not see who. I feel a sting on my cheek. Then I realized she just slapped me.. Now my eyes are adjusted and I can see more clear. I see my Angry mother and she was about to slap me again but this time I dodged it.

he got angry that she missed so I got up fast and ran. Ran fast as I could to never see her again or my father..."please let this be a dream! PLEASE!" I choke out through my sobs as I fall to my knees and curl up hugging myself wishing I was back with m/n... "When will this ever stop...

I fuckin hate my parents always treated me like shit...never believed in me...and then thought I could find love by loving Mira....but no she broke my heart...I want to be normal....I want to live happily..I want to be able to breath again!"....I slowly faded away into darkness ass I fall alseep on the cold sidewalk hoping someone will finally notice me and make me happy once again....

(The end of this special chapter)