1 1. When You Marry Me

There was a loud slap sound from the soft hand of a young woman, her beautiful white face looked red from holding back the very, very angry feeling in herself.

"Why did you slap me?" asked the man who had just been given a slap earlier. Even his strong hands could not be separated from his cheeks which still felt hot and sore.

"You said why?" the girl named Felicia smiled bitterly. Then she pointed at a cellphone with a black case lying on the bed.

"Earlier your girl called, I don't know how many women she was who said this," she continued.

Rafael's eyes opened slightly wider, "What did she say?" he asked as if he already knew who the woman his lover was referring to.

"She said, Thank you for last night," Felicia replied. Then the girl stared intently into Rafael's eyes. "What did you do with that woman last night?" Felicia asked back.

Instead of answering, Rafael laughed without feeling the least bit guilty, "What kind of question is that Honey? Of course you also know what boys and girls are supposed to do at night," explained Rafael with his mischievous eyes.

"Bravo." Fellicia clapped her hands right in front of Rafael's face, although while holding back the tightness in her chest. "You're great, within one week, you can sleep with more than three different women," the compliment that Fellicia gave was even more scornful.

"I know, you must be jealous, right? But take it easy, Honey. No matter how many women I have sex with, they are nothing more than toys to me. I've said this many times before that the only woman I love is you, Baby," Rafael explained as he gently stroked Fellicia's cheek, but the girl immediately brushed it off.

Fellicia felt so sick of hearing the seduction words that Rafael always said over and over, but in reality, Rafael always hurt his heart.

"If what you say is true, then when are you going to marry me?" Felicia asked.

At first, the girl thought that marriage was not the most important thing in her life, as long as she could always be with the person she loved, it was more than enough. But it turns out that the longer Rafael's attitude is getting arbitrarily to Fellicia.

"Did I hear wrong? Did you ask me to marry you? But why suddenly like this? Haven't we talked about this before?" Raphael frowned.

The girl exhaled tiredly, "Yeah, I know, but I changed my mind now, I want you to marry me as soon as possible," said Felicia.

"But why? You were a lucky girl before, of course you also know that making love to many women is a natural thing, right?" Raphael asked again.

Fellicia was wide-eyed, never expecting that Rafael would say that to her. Fellicia admits that in the past she had had similar thoughts. Fellicia's beautiful face makes her never want to stay with one man and playing with them is her hobby, even she has dated various men. But all that changed after meeting Rafael, she was finally able to feel true love.

Rafael is handsome, has a unique personality, is humorous, and he treats Felicia like a queen. He was perfect for Fellicia. But Rafael doesn't like being restrained, he still wants to fly freely anywhere, go with anyone, and do whatever he wants. Even so, Rafael often admits that he loves Fellicia, she is the only woman who has won his heart.

"I'm just a lucky girl, I'm a bitch, I'm a woman who lives alone in this big world, it's me. But that was before you brought me into your life. You who have made a bitch like me fall in love so I can feel the real love. We've lived together for 3 years since we first met until we live under the same roof now, we've been through a lot together, spent a lot of time together, and I'm happy for it," Fellicia took a deep breath, the tightness in her chest making it difficult for her. breathe.

"At first I thought marriage was not the most important thing while you still love me, but now I realize that without a bond you will act as you want," Fellicia continued.

Hearing his lover's story, Rafael could only shake his head, he couldn't believe that Fellicia would say that. Whereas previously they had agreed not to talk about marriage, at least until they were ready. After all, even without getting married, their relationship is like husband and wife, especially since they decided to live together.

For a 26-year-old man like Rafael, of course, getting married hasn't been on his wishlist shortly and he hasn't even thought about it. He thought Fellicia would have the same thought considering she was a year younger than him. In addition, Rafael is not satisfied with his achievements and he also feels that his current job is still not enough to make his life stable.

"Come on, baby. Don't just because of jealousy that makes you like this," said Rafael as he hugged Fellicia from behind, then buried his face in her shoulder.

"I ask again, do you love me?"

"Yes, I love you so much."

"Then fulfill my request," Felicia said.

Rafael seemed to have run out of words to explain what he wanted, even though usually before he even expressed his wish Fellicia could understand.

"But …."

"If you can't fulfill it then I will leave here. I am willing to come to Italy because I want to always be with you but if this is the case, I should return to Indonesia and live my life as before," Fellicia let go of Rafael's hand that was wrapped around her stomach.

Hearing that, Rafael felt so worried, he couldn't let Fellicia just leave him, especially if he had to see her return to her dark life.

"Don't do that, please. Okay, I won't be playing with other women from now on. But I'm sorry if to get married I don't think I'm ready mentally and financially, even though I love you, please understand me," Rafael pleaded a little. But Felicia hasn't paid any attention to it.

When the atmosphere was getting hotter, Rafael's cell phone suddenly rang because there was an incoming message notification.

"Hurry and come to headquarters, Big Boss has an important task for us."

That's the content of the message that Rafael just received, he must immediately go to the intended place, no matter what he has done if Big Boss has called then he must come immediately if he doesn't want to get punished.

That's his job, Rafael works as an errand boy who runs an illegal business, namely buying and selling weapons illegally, of course, this job requires more courage because he is against the law. If you're not careful, then it's not impossible for Rafael could go to jail.

"I'm sorry, honey. I have to leave immediately because Big Boss called me, it seems there is an important job. We'll continue our conversation later, love you so much," Rafael kissed Fellicia's forehead in a hurry because he had to leave now. Felicia has known for a long time that what Rafael calls the Big Boss is the boss who controls all of Rafael's business. Even though Felicia had never seen Big Boss's face in person.

"But I'm not done talking, Rafael," Fellicia stopped him.

"I'm sorry, but I have to go now, you know that Big Boss has called I can't argue, bye honey," Rafael waved before he left.

Meanwhile, Fellicia could only rub her chest so she could be more patient with Rafael's behavior. Sometimes she feels tired and wants to go back to Indonesia, live her free life as before. Fellicia does live alone because her parents died when she was little in an accident, but at least She is always happy because she has never felt hurt because of a man's behavior.