1 MY LIFE

i know my life.i definetly admired my life.mothers,father,sisters,daughter are part of my life that made it admirable..

maybe i dont have the perfection.but when i was a child im sort of kind and well dicipline,all because my mom specially cause of lord and iam really thankfull of it..when thing got miserable,they stop fighting,fighting for the life they want to give me instead they just step back and leave it all to me..

yup!!!i have a sisters but for todays story lemme intruduce caelle well she's not the type of sister that was really matured but so spoiled of something she wanted to have that definitely contrast of my charachter,well imma take top in my kid days but when moms seizure where able to seen all have been different caelle was keeped by my grandma from us knowing my mother changed really.that day.i asked to myself why him?why not me?cause of my atitude well i really love my attitude maybe its not too kind too good as my sisters atitude but when moms stop to protect me to fulfill being a mother,i rarely stop being the old me,i stop to be daughter,i stop to be good,to be kind.well that side doesnt even matter cause it doesn't effect to my grandma to make her mind change so that he could keep me and save from the monster.and that monster is not my mom tough,its the attitude that eats him full and completly.now i asked.Why he just let her attitude eats him?is she care to his daughter

my life is misserable,no ones teaches me to give all my life to a person i love thats why its a kind of easy to me to just change myself and destroy someone that my mother once try to me..but do you know what!i didnt let it happen cause i love my sisters that she would left as if its happen.maybe i dont know what is love but it doesnt matter as long as i made my rule in my own and do what is i think the right...now she just leave with my younger sister named christine and just wanted to be closed with me😜is she joking me!!those years where i neaded my mom,those years that i need someone to make me realief,the years i asked why does it happened all to me,why they leave me..when caelle was back my kom just leave and do you know what!!i dont know what is right that time and i asked for gods help and asked him

why me?why i dis have that atitude?why does he let it happen to our life,to my life

their favoritism is unfair,but it doesnt matter,as if they teaches me how to be what they want.to sorry!!because aim who aim in what i think is right!!because theres no mom,theres no daughter,sister,grandmother to change and make my decision right cause they leave me behind!i was such a kid when my eyes open in reality toys,food,money,house is more important than love.am i wrong because thats how my life teaches me.now im thankfull for every one who leave me alone not because they'll regret it,but yes because it teaches me how to be strong,matured and how to make decision in my own.that someone wants to be!

FEUTURE TOUGHTS

now ill work and study hard so it'll never happen to my feutere family life,if in my parents family side didn't work and not too deserving to fight for,but maybe ill try to make my own family different!no favoritism,life with him,which was god and hopint to be stay happy as bestfriends and as family definetly and hoping that in them ill knew what the reall love my soul finding for long years ago 🤯

~chloei

signed by choloei

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