1 The Secret

It all started the day I met him, he was like a ray of sunshine that light up the way for me..... but I couldn't tell him how I felt and now it like it disappearing from like everything that came in my life.

I wasn't lucky at fallen in love, every time I fall for the wrong person for a wrong reason and it comes back to bite me in the a**. Living with my parents at the age of 23 seem weird right? but my dad was very over protective of his oldest daughter, he would make me be home before 10 am very time I go out.

I wanted to prove to my dad I was capable of doing things by myself (imagine I didn't even had my first kiss) so I snuck out one night for the sick of proving that I was big enough to do things. That the day I met David who was a big Dj at the club an hour away from my house. David was a person that make you feel like you are special, he show me thing that I didn't know about and it was really amazing. I even had my first time with him that night, but I couldn't face the fact that i did it with a person that I just met few hours.

From that day I started to hide and go see David ....and we started dating, I knew dating him wouldn't be easy but I still did. It was cool for few months but he started to receive calls and nudes pic of girls at the club. I asked him but he said they just want his attention. At my 24 birthday my dad finally let me to be late, so I decided to go at the club where David works but somthing where strange I couldn't see him in his usual spot. So I went to look outside there I saw him kissing a girl I didn't even seen in my life. My heart felt heavy and I didn't know what to do so I shouted his name, when he turned I saw the look on his face that said everything. I ran home I couldn't sleep the whole night because I was crying from losing the guys that make me feel like I meant everything to him.

Two later I didn't get a call from David I felt betray and there was so many things that came in my head, but I couldn't forgot about him. For the next week I felt strange so I went to see a doctor and they told me I was one three weeks pregnant. I was more worried what to say to my father about the pregnancy. I didn't tell for over a month, I came up with the idea of having a talk with my dad about living alone. It tool a lot of talking and I did it, I moved 14 hours away and I try to called David but he wasn't picking my calls I just wanted to say bye. I moved away from my family and David for good.

It has been 3 years 6 months, I got a job with a big company in the city where I can feed my child. He's a darling angel that reminded me of his father. Phil is my baby boy who i will do anything for at any cost. My life right now has been peaceful for these past years, buy I can't work peacefully because there's a bitch who wants everyone attention and meanly from our boss. Well that her problem because I'm working to provide and still alive for my baby. I still over night because there was a lot of work to complete and I didn't know the CEO was with the manager and they both stay late. I decided to take a coffee brake buy what I saw was unbelievable the CEO for the company I worked was David, when we saw eye to eye I was shocked. For the past years I didn't wanted to see him why now? and why is he here?.. I turn around and left but he started to shout my name when I stop to hear he wanted to say. He told me after the night I saw him, he started to search for me to asked forgiveness and that we should go back and that the girl I saw forced herself on him and that I'm the only one he loved. I wanted to believe but I couldn't because I didn't got to know the real David I didn't know about his background and why everything happen like it did. I told him I've forgotten about and I'm ready to start a new life without hurting my feelings and more.

I didn't got to sleep that night because I was thinking about everything, but nothing can change the past now that it's happen. The next day I decided to put everything that happen behind and start a new day without getting involved with David, but that was big failure because he was everywhere I went.

And I also didn't want him to find out about Phil because I didn't want my baby to get involve with the mess David and I are in.

I just wanted to have a live without thinking about how much David impacted so much. I hate to admit it but I still yearn for him deep inside.