1 NEW BEGINNING
In a hospital room you could see a pale young man lying on the bed, his messy hair fell over his shoulders, if you looked at him in the eyes it would make your hair stand on end, it was the eyes of a puppet, eyes lacking life.
The innocence of a child is to believe that he became an important person to make his parents feel proud. I imagined being an influential person until I thought about being president or that was what I believed when I was 8 years old.
I was born into a well-to-do family, since I was little I was offered with very expensive gifts, I studied in one of the best schools in the country. I realized that I was able to obtain things that others could not afford, that is, I was born in a golden cradle, but not everything was happiness, at age 12 I was diagnosed with a brain tumor, I did not know what those words meant at that age , I just knew that it was very painful for my parents I saw them cry in front of the doctor, I remember it very well. I grew up and I thought if God had plans for my capable I had a purpose or is that My existence was a joke for God?
I grew up with the words of my parents "Fight for what you want" that horrible words mean to me now, I had many dreams, I still have some of those and I regret not being able to achieve them. However, as I am going to fight with a disease that is in my body, like fighting with myself if it is my own condition what prevents me from realizing all those dreams that I keep. To struggle? that is what I have done to this day.
I am in bed, waiting for the only certainty that holds all human "death." Seeing my parents cry, it is understandable, their only child will die in a few minutes in front of their eyes.
I am only 17 years old, I finished school this year, I did not go to school regularly for medical exams, treatments and other things that left me tired. I always thought it could be someone who could leave his name in history, how naive I was.
Hopefully there is reincarnation and birth in a healthy body and fulfill my wish, leave my name in the history of humanity.
It does not matter which side of the story I'll be in, in the victorious or in the loser, as long as I leave my name in the history books it would be worth it, I want them to never forget me since immortality does not exist, I fear that it will be forgotten and that my existence a speck in the dust of this world.
"Father, I'm sorry for not making you feel proud"
"Christopher, you were always a good son, I'm proud of it. I would like your forgiveness for not giving you a better life "
"If son, listen to your father, you should not apologize, we are the ones who should ask for your forgiveness. Your …. You ... I'm so sorry because you have not had a better life, forgive us "
"They did it for my own good, and I do not complain because I always had the video games I wanted, the books I wanted, I had it all thanks, I love them, I do not want to see them just because they did not listen and they had another son, I hope he brings them the Happiness and the grandchildren who wish hahaha. I love them"
"Tell the doctor that I'm ready"
I feel calmer when saying these words now I can rest in peace. If there is heaven and hell I will discover it soon.
Now I have to close my eyes and wait, well after years of suffering to be able to be at peace. This world has not let me grow up, I feel ashamed to die a virgin, well it's not so bad either, I think JAJAJAJA.
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Because I still do not die? Well, I'll open my eyes to see if my parents are still in the room.
"I forgot to tell you that ... Where am I? "
I do not see anything, only darkness everywhere and I realized that I did not have a body, I was just like a gas in this indifferent place.
"How beautiful is this place, although it is black I feel hypnotized, death is beautiful and not painful as they say, but when I know heaven or hell perhaps this will be the tunnel of transition mentioned in the books, I can only hope to go to heaven JAJAJA, well, I've almost always been in my house so I'll go to heaven, I'm sure "
I spend a lot of time and I began to lose patience and I explored this place I realized that I had no end, I felt helpless I thought I could not move to see always the same landscape, how much more will I wait?
I lost the flow of time, felt that it was days, months or years ... This blessed place was not only black it also changed to white. I started to hate this place and I thought that if I would spend eternity in this place I would go crazy.
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In a mansion made of stones, you could hear a voice cracked, full of pain that would make you want to cry just by listening.
"Honey, our son was born"
"Honey do not die, do not leave me alone please ... ... I do not know how to raise our son without you"
"I do not want you to abandon me ... "
"Apollo, I know you took good care of it and do not give it much thought"
