20 They all said the same thing (1)

- While I was running desperate out of the office she handed me an envelope and asked me to at least read the letter her sister wrote to me.

As long as she got out of my way I would do anything so I took the envelope reluctantly and went down the elevator to my car in the garage. I threw the envelope in the passenger seat and drove home like crazy to the point that the police almost stopped me for excessive speed. As soon as I opened the door of the house I saw that the servants had a melancholic and negative aspect around them. Just when I was going to ask them how you were doing, I could listen to your heartrending scream and go up to our room at full speed.

Where I saw Doctor Mo who told you something and you kept looking at him while you broke down in tears screaming "why it's not fair, why this happened to me" and then you fainted in the bed. I was very scared when you fainted but Doctor Mo told me that now everything was fine but that you had lost the child.

At that moment I could not help but collapse on the floor lamenting that you had to go through a miscarriage alone at home even if the servant where witch you I wasn´t home. I asked the doctor if there was anything that could be done to make your dream of becoming a mother come true.

And he answered that it would be best if you had some tests so we could determine if there was any cause in your body for having suffered two miscarriage just when you entered the safe stage of your pregnancy (three months).

When he said that he looked at me with reproachful eyes as if I had done something I should not have done and I wonder if he was thinking that I had sex with you. But I assure him and you are my witness that as soon as we found out you were pregnant I did not touch you.