12 Chapter 12

The sunshine entered the room. It shone to my eyes that made me to wake up. I felt so heavy. Ache all over my head. I moved but it pained me. I slowly did it. I sat up slowly. But then suddenly pulled down. It surprised me. I saw Charles beside me. He was wrapping his arms around me like he never wanted to let me go. My face on his sturdy chest. I did not know what to do.

What had happened? I could not remember. I remembered that they were drinking at grand father's party. But the afterward was hazy. Did we ended up in bed after?

I sensed that he was already awake. He was smelling my hair as his hands were caressing my bareback.

"I love you so much" he whispered. Those words were like pins sticking to me. I should be overjoyed to be loved but it has been pain I keep feeling.

The betrayal.

The what's.

The why's.

The what ifs.

You betrayed me.

Why did you do that?

What did I do wrong? Did I do something soo painful that you are doing this to me?

Why?

Was this the repayment for suddenly hiding from you?

What if I did not runaway, will you still not do this?

What if I just stayed away from you, would this pain never existed?

My mind was a mess.

He moved closer as I kept those thoughts inside my head. He tightly hugged me and kissed me head before moving out of the bed.

"Wake up sleepy head, its time to go" He headed to the shower room.

The ride to the office was unusual. He was still busy with his paperworks but he kept holding my other hand.

"I hope last night we can bare fruit with" he suddenly said,

I pulled my hand away. I look at him like he was a crazy man. "Sam," he put down the paperworks and looked at me as if he read me. He caressed my cheeks. "We are not young anymore. I do like little princess from you and me."

"We are not even married Charles, are you crazy?" I finally spoke out

He smiled and handed me a piece of paper.

I took the paper and it said marriage certificate. I was confused but I noticed my name in this and his.

I was officially married to him.

"Our grand wedding will follow" he said cheerfully, "We can look together for you wedding dress but they say its not good for the groom to look at their brides' dress before the wedding"

He kept on

"How come we are married, Charles?"

His bright smile was like a scheming bastard. "You agreed last night thats how we ended up in the bed" he said.

Was he lying? I really did not know anymore.

"This cant be valid" I tried to argue but he just brush me off. "Tomorrow, we will be getting our rings. It was a bit late because I ordered it from an old acquiantance" he said as he held my hand. He was like sizing my fingers.

"Charles" I tried to get his attention, "For once, listen" I added.

He did stop talking. His eyes were at me. His carefree aura disappeared and a suppression aura was slowly emitting. But it suddenly disappeared before he smiled at me.

"What do you want to say?" he started,

"You want to leave me, right?" he asked, but he did not let me answer. "I will not let you"

"I am sorry betraying you, but it was in times of my weakness. Since then, I never dare look nor let anyone came to me without your knowledge. I will not be out of your sight to prove to you, you are the only one for me" he said as he pulled me to him. He was frantic. I saw him like a crazy man. But could this make us crazy?

Love, they say, it was an immeasurable thing that exist in this world.

Love, they say, it was something that makes us joyous and grieve at the same time.

Love, for me, it will always accept the good and bad flaws of the very person that I choose to remain.

Could I choose him?

AUTHOR NOTE:

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