2 Chapter 2: Apple Muffins

(A/N For this chapter there is language not suitable for some readers. Read at your own risk, the asterisk later in the chapter means Your Country Name)

Your POV

Your alarm wakes you up the next morning. Last night was still replaying in your mind as you looked over at the other bed in your room. Namjoon was still asleep as it was 5am. Looking towards your tv you see his phone on the stand and go grab it. You saw that the other guys were worried about him and just plugged up his phone. Grabbing an outfit for the day you take a quick shower.

You come out of the shower still drying your hair with the towel and see that Namjoon is still asleep. Grabbing your little black BTS bag, phone, headphones, and your keys, you slowly step out the door and leave without waking him.

Namjoon's POV

I open my eyes and look around. I don't see Y/N anywhere. Starting to panic, I look at my phone and notice that I have been spammed by Jin Hyung and the other guys about where I was; and why I wasn't back in our room.

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Jinnie: Yah, Namjoon-ah where are you at? 8:23am

Me: I just woke up. I fell asleep in Y/N's room last night.

Suga is typing...

Suga: Who is Y/N?

Me: The ARMY from last night.

Jinnie is typing...

Suga is typing...

Jinnie: Please tell me you didn't do anything!

Suga: How did you find her when the rest of us couldn't?

Jungkook: Yeah! What Yoongi Hyung said.

Me: I was walking through the hallway and I had heard some crying.

V: She was crying?

Me: Yeah...and...She..

Suga: She what Namjoon?

Me: She's...got scars on her wrists...

Suga: Oh no...

Me: Yeah... And she's already left. I don't know where Y/N is at all.

Jinnie is typing...

Suga: And after seeing that, you let her leave? Namjoon-ah, you are so stupid sometimes.

Me: Sorry hyung. I was getting ready to go and look for her. I was gonna ask if you guys if you wanna tag a long with me?

V: I'm down, but I don't think Jimin and J-Hope are coming. I mean they're cumming but not coming

Suga is typing....

Jinnie is typing...

Me: Taehyung-ah, what they do is none of your business.

Jinnie: Yah, Hoseok-ah, Jimin-ah, pick up your phones or I will get a cactus!🌵

Hobi: AaaAAAaAaAAHHhhHHhhHh

Your POV

Since its only your second day in Seoul, you wander a little aimlessly. Glancing to your left and right, you locate a library across the street. Its the Seoul Metropolitan Library.

You love quiet places so a library seems like the perfect spot to concentrate on what you want to do for the boys.

You pull your sketchbook and laptop out of your bag and connect to the library's free internet, agreeing to its terms and conditions you start looking at various pictures of the boys and begin to sketch them with pencil lines. After getting the outlines done, you start working on some of the finer details about them. Hair, eyes, mouth, nose, ears. All of these things are hard to draw and shade correctly to the point where the pictures themselves look alive.

About 4 hours later...

You put down your medium charcoal stick and look at your handiwork. 'It looks okay I guess' you thought to yourself. After all you are your own worst critic.

Sighing, you close your sketchbook after signing them all and look at your computer screen. Opening Word you see a few of the recipes that you made back in high school during culinary class. On top of drawing them as gifts you decided to make them apple muffins.

When you were in high school back in (Y/C/N)* culinary arts was your favorite class. Your teacher normally put people into groups of 3-5 but since you and your partner didn't get along with the other classmates she kept you together. Her name was Courtney and she was in a grade 2 years higher than your own.

You created that recipe in class one day and you've used it ever since. Your family used to love them.

Used to.

You sigh, thinking about your family. Many things in your life have been so drastic in certain occasions and honestly, it was very hard for you to cope.

You were in foster care for a few years during your middle and high school years, and had been for you to cope with many things. The one thing that remained the same was your love for K-Pop.

Bringing yourself back to reality, you pull your phone out of your pocket and search for a grocery store nearby. Seeing a Walmart on there, you Bluetooth your headphones and start listening to music on your Spotify and begin walking.

Bangtan's POV

"So, we have searched the entire hotel pretty much, except the ladies' rooms of course. Does anyone else have any bright ideas?" Jin asked his fellow members.

It was silent for a few moments, as nobody spoke or voices any particular opinions or ideas.

"When I talked to her last night, I saw a lot of art supplies and books in her room and bag. Maybe we could check places nearby?" Namjoon spoke up, his 148 IQ coming in handy for once.

"Sometimes I wonder if you really are a genius or just lucky Mr. God of Destruction." Yoongi spoke, a usual roast leaving his lips. He smirked and there was a playful glint in his eyes that didn't come our very often. He got up from the bed in their suite and walked towards Namjoon, who was standing near the open door.

Namjoon was a little touched by his words but didn't say anything and just accepted the high five as Yoongi walked by.

The other members just followed Yoongi out of the room, smiling at Namjoon. When they leave they decided that since Namjoon found you he should go by himself while the others go in pairs.

In the pairs we have Yoongi and Jungkook, Jin and Jimin, and J-Hope and V.

Namjoon's POV about 2 hours later

"I forgot that I got her number last night! I could just call her and see where she is." He pulled out his phone and began texting you.

Namjoon: Hey Y/N, where are you at? I didn't see you this morning. Seen 12:34pm

Y/N: Oh! I left early this morning and I was very quiet as I didn't want to wake you up. Plus, I'm not exactly the best thing to look at or be around in the morning, I'm like Yoongi on that aspect. I'm still out right now, just getting some things after spending some time at the library. Why? What's up?

Namjoon: I was just worried after yesterday. Do you wanna meet up when you're done? Myself and the other guys are looking for you.

Y/N: ....I kinda want to do the things I need to do first so please don't tell them anything. I'm safe and okay. I'll text you when I'm back at the hotel okay?

Namjoon: What things?

Y/N: its a surprise. I'll just text you and we'll meet up somewhere. Okay? I'll meet them all then but not before.

Namjoon: I can't do anything to change your mind?

Y/N: No. What I'm doing is super important and you'll know about it later.

Namjoon: Okay, just text me the meeting place and time.

Y/N: Namsan Arboretum, 2pm. Just you first please. I'm not sure how I'm gonna react if I see you all at once.

Namjoon: Okay gotcha. I will make sure they don't come. That's only a little while from now.

Y/N: I know, I just finished what I had to do. See you there oppa.

Read 12:42pm

Namjoon stared at his phone after that last text you sent him. He wondered why it made his heart beat a little bit faster afterwards. He bit his lip, knowing that falling for you would either save you from yourself...

Or doom you to total isolation from society.

Shaking those thoughts from his head, he walked back towards hotel to grab a disguise as he still had a little time before he had to meet you.

He walked down the street to a nearby café and ordered 2 hot chocolates. As he was leaving, he thought he saw your figure further down the street. He was a little perplexed and he then began walking in that direction as it was en route to Namsan Arboretum.

He followed quietly behind the silhouette for a few moments before she took the right heading towards the Arboretum. He was sure it was you as he saw the very familiar black bag you wore last night. He stopped behind a tree as he saw you reach into your bag for something.

7 minutes later

Y/N POV

You were steadily finished the charcoal piece for Namjoon. You knew what time it was and you didn't have much left to finish this. As you're working on the final shading touches you feel a presence coming near to you. Choosing to ignore it for a little longer to finish your drawing you see a cup set down on the bench and you briefly glanced at it as you finished your signature on the piece. You stared briefly at the work of art of the man you have fallen in love with over the years he's been an Idol.

But as you held a cover over the piece, you were afraid to look up at the real version of the art as he sits down beside you and turns your head to look at him. You still had the art covered up with another sheet on top of it. You cast your eyes downward towards your lap and lean to put your supplies into your bag.

"Hi Y/N. I uh, I brought hot chocolate for you." Namjoon spoke, attempting to start a small conversation.

You looked at the cup he set beside you and picked it up quickly, grasping onto the cup and drinking it, hoping to warm yourself.

Seeing how cold you were, Namjoon took off his big jacket and wrapped it around you. Not wanting to seem like his girlfriend, you attempted to take it off and give it back to him but he hugged it around you and held you.

"Don't. I can see that you're cold, and I don't want you to be cold." Namjoon spoke into your ear.

Your heart started beating a lot faster when you heard those words leave his lips. You were almost sure that your hard was hammering against your chest could be felt by Namjoon.

"Why is your heart beating so fast? Are you okay, is something wrong?" Namjoon started asking.

The concern in his voice made you look up slightly. "I'm okay. Just a little nervous is all. I wanted to talk to you about meeting the other guys later." You spoke softly to him, as if you were trying to calm yourself down.

Noticing the slight nervousness in your tone of voice and posture made his heart flutter and drop at the same time. "Yes, what do you wanna do for that later?" Namjoon asked you.

"My room isn't big enough for all of you, and I don't have a lot of money-" "Don't worry about money Y/N. They don't want to meet you to use your money." Namjoon interrupted your words, "We also can't go out in public at night. Do you want me to talk to them about having you come up to our suite?"

You thought about it briefly.

"It would be better for all of you that way..."

"No Y/N, we want you to be comfortable if you're coming to meet with us. Especially since you're a fan and I care for you." Namjoon said as he pulled out his phone and began his conversation with the other guys.

Namjoon's POV

Me: Hey guys

Jin: What do you want, I'm mirror shopping

Me: ...

Yoongi is typing...

J-Hope is typing...

Seen by Jungkook and 2 others

Jin: What? I look good and you all know it

Jimin: ...Hyung, what did you text us for?

Me: Oh! Right uh, Y/N is down to meet you guys.

Yoongi: You found her? Wow. we've been walking around the area and haven't seen anything.

Me: Did you guys not check the areas I mentioned earlier?

Jungkook: No

Me: I'll just bring her by later, I'll let you guys know when we are on the way there.

I put my phone back into my pocket and turn to look at Y/N. She has her headphones on and is listening to music, while working on a picture of Jisoo from BlackPink.

Her art is fascinating to say the least, it depicts the people she wants to show in a way that many people don't get to see.

Her art is fascinating to say the least, it depicts the people she wants to show in a way that many people don't get to see, life-like but frozen.

I grab my hot chocolate and stare as she works. Her hands have graphite and charcoal on them, like she uses her fingers as shading tools instead of a tortillon.

I watch her hands as she moves the pencil across the paper, while Eternally by TXT is playing out of her headphones. Which, I don't know if she realizes that I can hear her music.

I smile as she seems more comfortable being around me now, even though she knows I'm sitting next to her.

Y/N POV

'Okay Y/N calm down, deep breaths oh now he's looking at his phone.'

I put my headphones back on and continue to listen to my music and out of the corner of my eye I see some korean lettering and I barely picked up on any of it because I looked away thinking that it was none of my business. After that he looked to his left, picked up his hot chocolate and started to stare at me. Then he was watching my hands.

'O m g Why are you staring at me? Why are you smiling? Uh sir this is not okay and I don't know how to feel about this-'

"Oh! Are you miss Y/N? The one who did that picture of my mom yesterday?" A man approached the bench I was sitting at with Namjoon.

I pulled down my headphones and responded. "Yes I am, she was the lady from the corner near the park right? Does she not like her picture?" I say as I look up and see a familiar Idol standing in front of me.

Kai. My first bias from my second K-Pop group.

I choked on my hot chocolate.

"I am so sorry! Are you okay?" He asked as he got closer to you grabbing some napkins and dabbing the hot chocolate off your face and rubbing your back.

"I'm fine! Don't worry about me. Did your mom like her picture?" I asked again looking up at him.

"She loved it so much she asked if I ever see you to get you to do one of me. Would you be willing to do that?" Kai asked me sitting on the bench beside me.

"I mean I could try." I responded. "I can't guarantee it will be exactly what you're looking for though. I am not that good at it-" "You are very good at your art." Namjoon interrupted me, taking my hand in his almost protectively. My heartbeat began to pick up and I was very sure that Namjoon noticed it.

"Anything that you would be willing to do would be great for me Y/N." Kai said looking me in the eyes.

"I'll do my best but I'll need time. I have some other plans as well so it will take me a few days. When I am done where can I drop the piece at?" I asked getting ready to write down an address but Kai stops me. "Let me give you my phone number. 10*******"

I tapped the numbers into my phone and made a contact for him.

Kai

Y/N: Hello this is Y/N

"Alright I got your message. Remember my phone number is only for the artwork please do not text me unless it is related to that okay?" Kai spoke.

"I understand." I said standing up, "We should really be getting though, I will message you when I have an update. Have a great rest of your day!" I said dragging Namjoon behind me.