"Where I am?"
A moments ago I was dying and now I am in a empty white room, completely empty, there aren't doors, nor windows.
'how did I get here? I'm dead?'
Plaf Plaf Plaf
I hit the walls for some minutes looking for a hidden door, but it's like there's none
.
"SOMEONE CAN HEAR ME" I shout
"... nobody, eh" sigh
'think! think! What can I do?'
"no ideas" I said as I lay on the floor
'they have to be worried, I need to return"
"Eh!!"
"my hands are blurred, ... maybe I'm really dead"
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How much time already pass I don't know
maybe years, maybe minutes
I did not feel hungry, nor thirst
is like the time didn't exist here
there's not night, this room never changes
the truth is that I feel a little ... lonely
sigh
Lately I felt this room is getting bigger, before I could not walk long before I hit the wall, but now I can even run for a lot of time and I can't reach the wall.
really ... what will happen with me?
☆☆☆
In a dark space, where no life supposed to be, there was a young guy sleeping with tears in the corner of his eyes, tear by tear was falling, but with no place to go they stay flying in the endless darkness.
[so pitiful soul...]
[crying while sleeping ... at least you have tears to cry]
[so... what could be the reason of your grief]
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[...]
'eh, I heard something'
[... hear me]
A kid?
I try to find the person who talk, but in the white room only I were
[Why you cry, pitiful soul]
"..."
[can you let me enter your world?]
"my world? what do you mean?"
[I will enter]
"where will you en... " before I finished what I wanted to say, the white room become black
[can you hear me now, pitiful soul?]
I didn't see anybody, only could hear the voice of a kid
"Who are you? you know where we are?"
[so you can hear me now] the voice sound happy
"yes, I can hear you"
"My name is Hiro , Agnes Vermillion Hiro" I introduce myself
[Hiro]
[I don't have a name]
I don't know if was only my perception, but ... it voice sounded sad
"Can you tell me where we are?" I ask
[This is your world ... we are in your dreams, in your throughs, in your soul]
maybe because it know I didn't understand, it explain better
"... so that mean I'm alive "
"can you tell me how to go out from my 'world'? " I ask
[Yes, I will help you]
"Thanks"
The room ... no, my world becomes white again
I feel my body becoming more light until it disappear from my world
☆☆☆
[Wake up]
"Eh, this... I couldn't go out?"
I was in a dark world, the only difference with the other place I were, is that here there's no floor
[This is not you world, this place is the forgotten world ]
"forgotten world?"
[you also can call it, the first world or the void]
"so this is the origin of the universe?"
[Yes, in the forgotten world there's no life ... apart from you]
"I can see it jajaja, so lucky, but you are here too" I joke
[I'm not a life being]
"oh, what are you? can you tell me?"
[I ..]
[Every life being dream, desire, expectation, and belief, when their dreams are not fulfil, when their desires don't become true, when the reality disappoint their expectation and their belief shatter]
[I am that]
"Incredible, doesn't that mean you are like a god"
[what is god to you?]
"a supreme being, extremely powerful, and you live in the first world, all of that doesn't make you a god?"
[In that case, I'm not a god, I'm not powerful, nor supreme being] It voice sound sad
[Hiro, I was alone for so many eons]
[between us you would be a god]
"I ... I a simply human, how can I be so supreme being?"
[That's right , we aren't god ]
"You want to become a god?"
[I don't have any desires]
"but ... you want to go out from this place, don't you?"
[I...]
[How can I desire?] It sound surprise
"Because you believe you can do it"
"Because you are no longer only dreams of others"
"Because you want to live"
"Because from the moment you talk me I hear in your voice"
"The desire to be acknowledge by me"
"You, who was alone from the moment it born"
"and looked at life from afar "
"You only want a happy life"
[...Happy li..fe?]
"you want to go to other worlds and meet other life beings, that's your dream"
[yes, you are right, I'M ALIVE] it voice sound cheerful
"so we need to escape from this world" I said smiling
[...]
"Don't worry, we will look for a way"
[sure]
"Now, more important you need a name, I don't know how to call you and this is a little problematic"
[Name? you can call me how you like it]
"I will think a name for you in that case"
"from now on you are Ai"
[Ai... ]
"and you last name will be Agnes Vermillion"
"We are Family now"
[Agnes Vermillion Ai... Thank you]
"between the family there is no need to say thank you"
[yes, Hiro, my family]
I smile
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From the moment I meet Ai already pass like one weekend, I think, no, my perception of time don't work anymore.
sigh
"Ai, how many worlds exist?"
[Infinites]
"Ai, you can find the world where I came?"
[Sorry, Hiro]
"Don't worry, I understand"
[...Hiro, I think I find a way to go from this world]
"Ai you are great, how we leave?"
[I can modified the desires of the life beings, the desire can let us leave, and the rest of my power can give you a way to defend in other worlds]
"but, you ...."
[I don't have other way to leave, Hiro]
"let stay, maybe in the future we can leave"
[Hiro, I thankful to you] Ai say
"I already said to you"
[I know, Family doesn't need to say thank you]
"Yes, so ... kgh "
I felt a sharp pain in my head and I could hear Ai while I fainted
[I already modificated all my power from dreams, desires,expectation and belief to help you, I will fall into a deep slumber... maybe in the future we will live and I will be able to see other worlds, meet more people, learn a lot of things, please don't die, Hiro, my only one family]