Regret Before Death

Long Tian was using his old headphone listening to his favorite music, going to his high school. There was only two months left till his University Entrance Exam. As he was an orphan (Abandoned), he spent most of his childhood in poverty, he dreamt of getting admission in Chinese national collage to change his life.

As he reached his school. He went Straight to his class to meet with his girlfriend, Feng Yu. She was his girlfriend for 2 years. Within this 2 years, Long Tian worked till late night on his part job to earn extra, so that he can fulfil small needs of Feng Yu.

He reached his School one hour early to surprise his girlfriend. He came to know from his girlfriend's friend that she was having early dance practice in the morning. As he reached dance classroom, he heard lewd sounds from inside, he could imagine the persons present inside the room. One was the sound of his girlfriend and other was the richest person of his class Han Jian.

After hearing the sounds, his heart seemed to be cut 1000 times with the hot knife. Experiencing the mix of anger and frustration he walked inside the room.

When Feng Yu and Han Jian saw Long Tian walking inside the room. Feng Yu jumped out of Han Jian's lap and hurriedly put on her clothes. Long Tian saw there was not even a single shred of guilt on her face and there was an evil smirk on Han Jian's face.

Long Tian understood that all this was Han Jian's plan to make him come to this place deliberately. Burning with anger he wanted to beat Han Jian to pulp. Just when he was about to act Han Jian pulled Feng Yu into his embrace and mocked at Long Tian.

"Long Tian, do you think you deserve Yu'er. You have no money can you fulfill her desire to buy branded clothes, cars and house. You are a fool if you think you can earn that much from your part time job at Ning noodles shop. "

Hearing this Long Tian became silent for a while staring at Feng Yu, he asked in a sorrowful voice, "why are you doing this to me? ".

Feng Yu was feeling a little guilt but next second thinking about the riches of Han Jian she smiled and hugged his arm, "What have you given me in this 2 years. You can maximum earn 1000 yuan per month. Do you think you can fulfill my needs, do you think you can give me what Han Jian can give me? Do you know that know I never loved you, I was always using you as a shield from other guys in our class. Everyone in our class know your nature so I knew your will never take advantage of me and all the gifts you have given me can be considered as payment for me to act as your girlfriend for two years. So, I think we should break up. "

After speaking as she was pulling Han Jian to go outside the room, She saw Ning Rou standing at the door with a black face full of anger.

Ning Rou was childhood friend of Long Tian and was daughter of the owner of Ning noodles shop. Everyone in their neighborhood except for Long Tian was aware of the feeling that she had towards him. Even her parents saw gentleness in her eyes when she talked to Long Tian. So, when she came to know that Feng Yu became his girlfriend she cried whole night. She wanted to tell him how much she loved him, but for his happiness she never told him and from that day she acted like a best friend, who was happy in his happiness.

Now when she heard what Feng Yu said, she became angry without thinking she went inside the room and slapped Feng Yu and cursed, "You Slut, How dare you talk to Long Jian like that. Don't you know how much he loves you. Do you know how many times to save money he skipped his meals so that he can buy the things you wanted. Bitch, now you got this rich dandy you will dump Long Tian for him. "

"good, good, good "After saying three times good she pulled Long Tian's hand and walked towards the door. Just as they were leaving the room she said," Feng Yu, haven't you heard, how famous is Han Jian in our school for using a girl and then throwing her away like a garbage. He ... he ...he, what do you think he will do after he is bored from you. Remember now you have lost your chance and after Han Jian dumps you don't ever think of coming crying back to Long Tian as now I am not going to back off just as 2 years back I did. "Then she pulled Long Tian out of the room with her.

Feng Yu was standing in daze, no one knows what she was thinking.

Long Tian and Ning Rou went to their class. Long Tian was silent thinking, he was the biggest fool in this world as he certainly knew Feng Yu never loved him, whenever they went for movies she never allowed him to hold her hands and she never invited him to her house. At that time, he overlooked this thinking she was shy but now he understood clearly that he was used by her.

After the incident in the morning Feng Yu and Han Jian didn't come to class that day no one knows where they went. In the evening Long Tian and Ning Rou were returning from the school, Ning Rou held his hands and said, "let's go to eat something and you better forget about that bitch."

Long Tian lightly smiled and compiled with her suggestion. They both walked toward nearby food stall to eat.

Long Tian saw the Old food stall owner and said, "Two pork noodles and two beers. "

After they finished eating he gave 20 Yuan to the owner and bid farewell to him.

As they were waking on the footpath he was listening to music. When Ning Rou saw this, she mischievously smiled and snatched his headphone and ran towards the other side of the road and said," he…he…he, if you want your headphone catch me."

Long Tian laughed and ran to catch her, At that moment he saw a sports car at very high speed was moving towards Ning Rou who was on the middle of the road. Without thinking his speed increased and he pushed her out of the road and after this his mind went blank as he heard a loud noise.

He was not able to move his body and was choking on his own blood all he could hear was crying voice of Ning Rou. He knew he was dying but there was no any feeling of fear, all that remain was regret. He regretted he was not strong enough to protect his love, he was a poor bastard who dreamt big but he never had the courage to pursue his dreams and his biggest regret was that he never understood the only person who really loved him.

Thinking about the regrets he vomited a lot of blood from his mouth and died….