Changing The Roles

The next thing I remember is that I'm already running late and then I get a text from Hyeri.

She told me I could go over at the weekend to her house and have a sleep over. I gladly accepted, and after that I decided to get ready for my daily practice.

I kind of had to hurry, as I already have mentioned I'm in a bit of a trouble.

After already running for my "life", I arrived at the sport center, where the circle repeats itself.

For like an hour I was doing all kinds of exercises, in the distance I could see some people but no one really stood out and it might be because of the fact that they were very far away, and seemed as small as a dot.

As my practice ended I checked my phone for a response from Hyeri, but after seeing I'm still delivered, I got lost in my thoughts.

It may sound dumb but I never really thought about anything way too much.

I wanted to remember some things about my life,but strangely I couldn't?!

I mean I do have a pretty boring life, I don't have any siblings and it's just my mom and dad who I live with. But it's not that boring to not remember anything besides being with Hyeri or my sport competitions.

Now that I think about it I don't even remember my way back home! I mean It's not like I have some kind of illness, that could effect my memory, so this is a bit baffling and more or less concerning...

I don't know what happened with my memories but I will not let it slide and I will figure it out, maybe I should start a diary?

I looked back at my phone because I heard the sound of an unknown notification. The screen was white and only one word was written there.

-"Stop"- I was in shock. Why is my own phone threatening me? I blinked and then it disappeared like it was never even there to begin with.

Also what should I stop? I was literally just existing, having thoughts in my brain.

At this point living is considered as a crime

This doesn't make any sense, phones don't give you random notifications and leave you with threatening messages.

Am I crazy? I must be, considering that I most definitely do not living in magic land so I should check myself in a mental institution.

After this, the best idea seemed to shake my phone around like some crazy lady who does not understand the concept of modern day technology.

Did it help with anything? Of course not.

Did I not stop until my hands went sore? Something like that.

This is definitely not my smartest nor my proudest moment in life.

But I mean this whole situation might have seemed to be funny to outsiders, but having it happen to me, it was like some cliché horror movie.

Maybe I should just enjoy things more and bring more fun into my life.

I want to have some joy and remember things, to be honest it's not like I will lose anything with "acting out" a bit especially if I'm already going crazy.

There's nothing wrong with prioritising myself for a while, but of course this doesn't mean that I will no longer care about anyone else anymore.

Suddenly I got a message, It was from Hyeri stating that she's in front of my house and I should go outside.

I don't know if I was confused or rather concerned about what might have happened to her that she is here out of nowhere.

I only got outside, but I ran to her seeing that she is crying. Without asking any questions I just hugged her, and then invited her inside

I could only squeeze out a sentence of her.

-He has a girlfriend!-

Of course I knew who she meant, but I wasn't sure about thr truth behind that, since rumors spread like wild fire, especially about him.

I mean, it wouldn't be surprising though, would it?

She told the story about how she tried to go up and talk to him, I quote to "make the first move" but as she was walking up a girl from a different school got there sooner and hugged him.

After that she only stared at them as they were walking further, and further away from the school leaving her behind.

I'm lucky to go to practices instead of school somedays, because if I had to go through this with her, I might have not survived.

It seemed like she was a bit overreacting, I understand that she likes him, but that girl might have been a family member or just a friend.

-Well a hug doesn't mean they are also getting married, does it? And she also could have been a family member.-

After putting some sense into her, I advised that maybe we should watch some movies as my parents will only come home late, so she can stay if she wants.

Watching the movies she slowly returned to her own self, the comedic clips brought some life back to her sad face.

I know deep down she was still deep into thinking about this, but at least she wasn't completely crazy about it. Hyeri was also yet again determined to make Aiden "hers" and also find out who that girl is.

Spending some time together, Hyeri decided to leave before it got too dark outside, so I ended up being alone again.

As I was getting ready to rest the thought of my diary popped back into my brain. I almost forgot about it!

Before forgetting about it again I decorated my future diary for the purpose of knowing something about my own life, I wrote today as the first day into it.

It's kind of exciting, almost like a new beginning.

All kinds of thoughts were in my head as I slowly fell asleep, forgetting about Hyeri and her life for the first time in my life...