17 Extreme Pain
Happy Reading time.
Angel Side.
In-Room.
Angel is still awake and staring at the ceiling and her eyes are still staring. She is thinking about the stuff " What Alice did in college and how he behaved. It's totally what she ever thought about and never even dreamed in her wildest dream".
She won't know why it only happens to her when she doesn't know about the thing and still, it happens to her and that too why when it's not her mistake. She just refuses to sit with him but here he is talking like she made the biggest mistake of her life and that is something which she never even dream of now happening to her.
She lied to her parents that too when she never wanted them to have issues and she knows she hides things but there is a difference between lying or hiding.
But here today she hides things and she lies too and that too from her Parents from them whom she doesn't want to stress about.
Then ;
Again they are her parents and they got to know something is wrong.
Her tears start flowing from her eyes. She can't describe the feeling she is wheeling now it's the thing she never wanted to happen and here she got slapped.
She told to herself" You can't become weak like this Angel" you need to be away from him.
It will be best if you don't get yourself into a mess and it will be good if you stand for yourself. No one can torment you like this.
Angel for your parents and yourself you need to be done with things;
I have my self-respect. I can't be like this. It's not like this. I am weak.
My anxiety kicks in, it's something I can't do when it's kicking. I just don't know why when someone gets close to me I feel so scared and that happens when that Bastard; Took me in my lap and came close to me.
Her tears are still flowing and she is still in her thoughts from the last one hour. She doesn't want to even close her eyes because she feels like " If she is going to close her eyes then Alice can come anytime and can do anything".
It's something so much idiotic she is thinking and she knows this too but between the creamy walls of her room under a white bed sheet it makes her feel more scared and that too she is alone like even after having everything in her room she feels like she is alone.
Sometimes she thinks about why she can't become normal ;
Sometimes she thinks about why she can't love normally, why it feels like she was born to have pain in her life and that too it's so hard for her to get when she thinks about her loneliness even if she has the world's best parents who can understand everything without her uttering a single word.
It's like her face speaks more than her words.
Her parents understand her expression more than her words.
She is someone who doesn't speak ;
She doesn't share anything easily or she can say no matter what happens but she never shares.
She behaves like she is selectively mute and here she tries to speak to Alice for her right and that Alice behaves like she is someone who sells her body and she can do anything to get his forgiveness when it's not her mistake.
Angel then Drifted into sleep with a frown on her forehead and she was so much in fear but her tiredness took over her and she slept.
On the other hand,
Alice wakes up from his sleep after one hour. He is feeling an extreme level of headache because he took sleeping pills and then just got one hour of sleep.
But did he even take one hour of sleep even without a pill?
Even after taking a high dose one or two hours is the maximum he can sleep for and now it's his routine to have this headache.
Alice feels like someone is hammering over his head and he is feeling in pain so much. It's as usual and nothing new for him.
Alice shouts in anger " What the fuck! Can't I have peace in my life" why can't I even make up without a headache.
It's like routine every day it happens and I m fucking used to it but that mate of mine who knows how to get on my nerves makes me have it worse.
Why do moon goddesses need to be like this? I can't understand why I have to be with a human as my mate. Can't I have another supernatural creature?
I can accept any creature even if it's hard I can teach them but then now again I got a mate who dressed up weirdly and then she is nothing just fucking whore.
Don't know how many men she fuck.The way she is talking I m pretty sure as a human it's normal for her to Fuck around whore.
Alice is in so much anger and his eyes again start becoming red; his head starts spinning in anger and the force he is applying on his brain.
He immediately wakes up from bed and with his all-will power with his shaky legs he goes inside the bathroom which is attached to his room.
In Bathroom;
Alice with his shaky hands opens the tap up for filling the bathtub and immediately he strips himself off from clothes.
With his naked glory he enters the bathtub after entering he closed the tap offer when the tub filled them fully;
He drove his head inside the filled Bathtub. Now, will he will see water and he controlled his breathing at that time so it will not him any issue when he is underwater. He is in so much pain and he knows only this can calm him if he is going to lose his senses.
Love you all Cupcakes.
