4 TWO-FACED

What's this, Let me see from my memories or this body memories.

Ummmmmmmmmm( thinking thinking and thinking) It's look like some sort of invention. Is this world that advanced.

Dammmm it's awesome man. I mean just look at it. It have so many things. It have music, movies and you can even send message to somebody in bloody seconds comparing it to past era there it took so many days and sometimes months too and what is this call. Should I try this now or not. Maybe tomorrow, It won't look to good if I do this now. But I could always call my family and husband right family is always there for each other that's what I had read.

Maybe I should figure out my memories first. So I wouldn't behave like a damm fool tomorrow.

From this bodies memories, I am Eleanor Miller and I have a brother too. I have mom, dad, grandpa and grandma. Let's not forget my relatives too. This Eleanor is really lucky.

Wait what the in the name of holy god is this. This is absurd. No it can't be true. Why my family is distant and cruel towards me. It's like repetition of my old life just with my family alive. I had a baby kiss with a guy and he is my husband now. It looks to bad and worst to be real. But reality always hurts most and this is what I had learned in my last life. This Eleanor is just like me smart, beautiful, elegant and graceful but she hides in shadow so her brother could be in the stoplight. It's so novel like.

Let's get these memories together so I could be aware of snakes in the future.

But I am happy for one thing. This Eleanor is not hungry for love. She is for power but she is secretive too. She is a two faced bitch. She should be a actress. She could fool anybody. Her husband is just like my King. Don't give a damm but she also doesn't give one too. She is acting bro. Freaking Smart women. He believes she drugged him to have s*x with him. Just look at her body and face, She could get anybody and even devil would be beginning her to give him sometime of her precious and invaluable (because she is too damm important and mighty) life. Toi bad his loss. And even if she had drugged, So what she is your legal wife. And he also don't give a damm about of my little star. Shameless.

If not for this Eleanor, my little star wouldn't be alive. He even asked her to abort the child and tried to kill him to because he doesn't want to right now. So bloody shameless. He should be hit by lightning. He simply don't deserve to live.

It's alright I will make sure my baby would live.

Wait wait wait what I am seeing.

Somebody blackmailed her either she or her husband with her baby on the bloody gunpoint to eat the freaking poison or her child would be dead and this shameless person asked him to just kill because he isn't required. And he said that in front of her baby.

He is courting death. He didn't even take her to hospital.

Huh at-least previous Eleanor had somebody on her deathbed. Rest assured Eleanor, your baby is in safe hands.

Eleanor let me sing for you. So you could rest in peace. I know you are in heaven. Safe a place for me there lady don haha.

Why be afraid if I'm not alone?

Though life is never easy

The rest in unknown

And up to now for me it's been

Hands against stone

Spent each and every moment

Searching for what to believe

Coming out of the dark

I finally see the light now

And it's shining on me

Coming out of the dark

I know the love that saved me

You're sharing with me

Starting again is part of the plan

And I'll be so much stronger

Holding your hand

Step by step, I'll make it through

I know I can

I may not make it easier

But I have felt you

Near all the way

I know it's your favorite Eleanor. You had been listening to this non-stop from the day you got to know you are pregnant with Emmanuel. He had been your faith and hope and now he is gonna be mine. You wanted to experience love and maybe somewhere I want to but I had my priorities set and I know what I had to focus on and what not to. And let's not forget I have to act weak, fragile and submissive too. I can't change in one day. It would make people doubt. I also have to find a way to divorce.

Ufff it's so hard work. You are doing this for yourself Eleanor and for safety of your son too. You have a damm perfect reason to divorce. He let you died, I mean previous Eleanor and told that man to just kill your baby in front of him. Such a disgusting piece of human being. Eleanor remember use your brain to get divorce, don't do anything impulsively.

Now it's time to sleep.

I just want to kiss my little star whole face but he would wake up then and be worried for nothing. Let's just kiss on forehead for now.

I love you Emmanuel. Mommy loves you little star :).