1 HER PAIN
I am tired of living god. I am just tired of this life. What was my fault that I loved somebody more than I could imagine.
I don't even deserve what he is doing to me. We used to childhood sweethearts. Or that is what I only believe. No matter what we were in the past. He is now my lover, my husband. Aren't family supposed to love you and make you feel at home. Then why I feel opposite.
Can't anybody feel my pain. TELL ME!!!
So it was an illusion that I had somebody beside me. I was, always have been and will be alone.
I thought he was on my side, with me but was he?
Was he always planning my despair?
Did he always wanted me to suffer?
Why I have to lose? I had always gave love to everybody.
I never did anything wrong except being there for him.
Maybe my fault is loving him too much.
He knows I am going to die But why isn't he here
Doesn't he feel a little bit obligated to meet me on my death bed.
Isn't It quite funny!
When I came into this life I was alone and now again I am on my death bed too!!
What's the point of been A Perfect Queen to the nation
What's the point of been a Perfect Wife
When your OWN HUSBAND gave you the poison
I always knew HE was putting Poison in my food but I was in denial too
How dumb I used to be. How could somebody poison me with the guards stationed and the food was always tested too. It was just I love him too much.
God if you are there
I ask for nothing more than to give me a chance
A chance to find somebody who will accompany me on death bed
Who will cherish me
Who will love me
For once I Want Love Too!!
FOR ONCE GOD PLEASE
I am sorry baby momma is sorry
You won't be able to come in this world
For you I wanted to fight with him
But I know it's too late to fight
But I never wanted to give up
But I know baby If he came to know about you
He will ruin you just like he ruined me baby
Momma is sorry
I hope God will bless you with a life
A happy life
Where you would be cherished by all
I hope I could become your mother
But I know I can't
Because I love you
