1 1 broken heart

It is too dark to walk when your heart is broken. I am walking for hours now and feeling dizzy.but my heart is too much tired more than physical tiredness.i just want to keep walking to run away from this life i dont know when the last time.I feel like, its been so many years since I loved some one and he just broke up with me without reason. I am thinking about my bad fate.. their are so many friends and family which are telling me to get away from him and he is not good for me, but seeing with my eyes. I really cant believe this happening to me...

Am i not good person ????

why ????why this happens to me....

I always want to love someone and live my life happily but disasters happens n ... again...no ...i cant cry....i am strong person..then why.. now i really want to become bad bitch..

To take revenge but i cant ..if he want be happy with someone else....let him be...

Zizi dear ....you are too good really. ..

she belongs to high class family ...but she choose to cling on him .. leaving her family who always want her to get away from him like they know he was no good for her.she is the one who give up on family tradition of business and become mere nurse for him because he is doctor ...n becoming nurse is best way to be close to him....now shes is thinking how can she became like this...her family loves her, friends loves her. ..but she is only looking at man....chen feng...

Chen feng she uttered that name again...

no ...I am not going to think about him..now from this moment, I am going to be happy....that jerk ...I ll show him...that.. by using me like maid is not worthy to be man...

....but then...she remembers his words when he found about his fiancee ...he said ..its you who cling to me..i never said i like you...you always run after me...zizi .. from high school to now..when i told you i like you???..never its you .... who's making my food and working for me...

n by the way i always love n like my finace sooo..its better if you realise it...

"what then why dont you tell me this earlier ....why u used me like maid ...why u r sweetly talking to me all this time..even giving rides...n all the things like my boyfriend .."

coz...i feel bad for you.i know ...u are poor n let you working nurse at my hospital is good dael for me..coz your good at works...whys wrong pitying poor people ..

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its you who misunderstood...

then.....she walked away...

she is mature to know ....its all her fault ...to fall for wrong person...shes still remember the first day they met at high school .... because of her strong family ..she never has friends so.... this time she kept her secret ..n reached the school hoping fun n friends ...but she got flinched end up on ground he was the one who gave her hand to hold n help her to stand ...n even guide her to her class

then ..he always helped her n all her activities even have lunch with her...n help her in studying...

then why...

he definitely liked me...

after school he went to abrod become doctor like his father n family ...sooo....she just follow him...n get admission to lowrated school of nursing....coz shes poor in his eyes....but they always kept company to each other...

she remembered she told him i came here for you...n i ll will be with you forever after i ll become nurse....then why now...

uppsss....dont think dear .. he is sleeping with someone else...n going to marry her...

shitt....why i am thinking all this ..

NO ...i have to move on...she didn't left her room for next 3 days .... she cried as much as can she...

n thought to go back home..its time now..to tell them dat she is heartbroken...

she dont have any place more warm than her home..at such time...

so ..she just booked the tickets for Kingston...n thought how to face her family....