6 feelings

"Happy women's day "

I feel like laughing right now but I got out fast to help my best friend up from the floor. She will feel bad right now.

"shin are you ok?" helping her up with the jay's manager. She looked up and apologised immediately to the guy who was really worried about her than his stained white shirt. That is so nice of him.

"I really feel like going back home" she said after the guy left us to get something outside.

"let's go back" I offered almost immediately. let me just admit why I am a little bit sceptical about going inside. I browsed a little about Jay won on google yesterday in the midnight, apart from being a solo singer that guy is a billionaire, he is also listed has one of the most eligible bachelors in the world, like he is a celebrity CELEBRITY. ok, I should explain this properly you know that their are some people that a just normal celebrity like me with little fan's that is probably ten thousand and they are some people that are just extraordinary celebrity with millions of fan's everywhere in the world, he is just that one. His mother was formal miss world and his father is a business tycoon. He is just 22 years and I am going to be 24 years by July 9th which is the next day after the concept. I should avoid any emotional attachment that is about to pop out of my heart, like I don't need this kind of spice in my life that will make me hurt. We don't fit at ALL. I don't even know why I am behaving like this. I don't even like him a bit and he doesn't like me, right?

"No, my mission is to see Jay won today" shin opened her loud mouth to invade my thoughts. She is very adamant on all her  decisions.

"please shin, think about your health lets go home"

She chucked "Am ok, let's go inside so that I can sit and watch the practice" she started moving towards the door and I grabbed her left hand immediately. She looked back at me.

"let's get you another coffee "

"No, I don't need one anymore I was going to give it to Jay won before it slipped out of my hand" she smiled dreamy "stop it Kim, what is wrong with you? you have been behaving off since we got here and i have missed your practices" she turned to look at me properly with a worried expression on her face "Don't even bother trying to lie to me cause I know you"

"i don't want you to think that there is going to be anything between me and Jay, I am not interested in him just don't push it" wow, I got that out in one breathe. she stared at me like I was crazy and burst into laughter.

shin is laughing like a fool right now " Thank God! i want him for myself you know, i was beginning to think that we were going to fight over him" she gave me a knowing smile immediately.

"what!" I don't like this smile, like she knows something that I don't. shin is not always serious, she likes matchmaking like my mum.

"Don't you think that it's to early for you to decide that" she sings

"No, nothing is going to happen I am sure about this i can feel it". I started walking towards the door. 

"Shinnn, I missed you" Jerry said that immediately we got in and rushed to give her a hug.

"I missed you too, Jelly beans" shin nicknamed Jerry after her favourite sweet. that name is really creepy.

"hahaha, why are you here today?"

"I come here everyweek, why are you asking me that" I almost choked after shin said that. She is only here if there is a celebrity, which happens once or twice in a year.

"ok, I believe your lies shin" this two acts like kids, they are running after each other now. I looked at the other door and saw Jay coming towards my direction. I need to behave myself now.

"Good morning, hope you night was great?" he asked with his deep voice after coming closer to me.

"yes it was and yours?"  he looks good today and he is also smelling really nice.

"couldn't sleep, am going out to get something but I will be coming back late in the afternoon is that ok with you" I don't get why he is explaining himself to me but that is a good start.

"Hiii" shin said in a loud voice, I almost rolled my eyes when I heard her. Jay just smiled and she continued with her self introduction.

"I am kimmy's bear, best friend" she stretches her hand to shake him.

"oh, happy birthday in arrears. miss Kim told me about your birthday yesterday" shit, I forgot that I lied to run away from the tension. I pray that Shin corporates.

"really.... thanks that is very nice of you to remember" she looked straight at me with a you better gist me in full smile. Jay won said his bye and left.

"damn, all this hotness in one body "

" I know right, I am going to be seeing this for a whole month"

"we will be" shin said.