Attention

We just finished rehearsing. I was beginning to notice it all. The stares, touching and everything I couldn't believe that I was that unobservant to it. Jay really likes me as much as I like him too. i told you so bitch. Don't listen to kimmy.

buzz buzz, my phone brought my attention back from my dreamland. My mama, oh I have really missed her and my dad a lot. They tour alot. That is how they even met each other and fell in love.

My dad said that my mum didn't know a particular place. Ummm what was that place again, I think the way to the palace in England, he directed her and they clicked. My mama studied Tourism and hospitality management, she is so fascinated by adventure and mountain climbing.

Always talking about which country to travel to next, What local dishes is the best.

"hello mama, I missed you. how have you been?. Are you back from Hawaii now? how was it?" I started talking in a rush from excitement. lols I know, am such a big baby but my mama is also my bestfriend.

I heard her laughter though the phone and I realised that she is with my dad.

"choco muffin, I missed you too and I have been fine with your dad taking good care of me" she laughed again and I heard my dad's voice at the background. "you heard her, I am taking very good care of my babe"

"don't mind him, yes I am back sweetie and it was lovely. I wish I spent more time there, it was because of this big baby that I am at home. oh! shin told me about himm..." she screamed with a lot of mischief in her voice as she spoke.

I rolled my eyes. Shin, she doesn't no how to keep her mouth shut. "who is him?" I heard my dad said. My mum whispered somethings to him. I rolled my eyes. They are always behaving like I am not in front of them or listen to them.

"there is nothing going on between us, we are just going out on a da... i mean to eat out tonight" I told her, bringing her attention back to me.

"I know that you are going on a date, make sure you look good for the hottie and call me back to gist me fully " she said excitingly.

Before I could even say anything she hung up. I laughed as I made my way back into my office to get ready.

Thank God shin helps me to pack extra clothes. She believes that somethings can come up even if you don't plan for them which is very much helpful right now. Its the only thing she is good at.

I picked a black v- neck dress that is opened at the back with a cute white bow along with a silver heels to go with it. Styled my silk black hair back and put a glossy lip gloss from fenty on my lips.

This is the third time that I am checking myself in the mirror. Starting to wonder if it was extreme. well am good to go, I don't want to change my mind again so I rushed out to meet Jay.

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He was staring a me like a whole meal across the table.

"Can you just stop staring at me jay" I sigh. That stuff Is making jump out of my skin, he is even licking his soft looking lip. Can he just stop doing that.

"I can't and I don't want to"

Well you can look at me anyhow you want I don't mind. "it is making me uncomfortable " I said against my will.

"Kim I really like you more than a friend I want you to be mine, I think that we should try this dating stuff" he said still looking at me.

"wow, you are so b...er..blunt " I blinked my eyes shockingly and stutter as butterflies in my stomach started moving again. We stopped talking for a minute, when the waiter came around to take our orders.

Sorry I don't really like beating around the bush, when I see something I like I go for it even if I get regretted. there is no harm trying and I know that you also like me. So?" he continued after the waiter left.

"what! i don't like you" I said more to myself than him.

"this is not a Korean movie that will be beating around or pretending, let's just be honest with ourselves"

"I don't like you like you but I like you" I was just mumbling nonsense. I guess that he has that effect on me to be saying nonsense. "you know that I am older than you right?" I said looking for another excuse.

"so? your point is?"

"people will talk about it, I really don't want to be involved in any drama with your fans"

"people will always talk, even if you are 50 years and we are dating they will still talk. I am dating you not the people. So?"

" I will think about it." I said looking up to meet his gaze.

"Dont take to long, i will just assumed that we are dating if i do get a reply" He was really smiling for the first time this night. Showing off his cute dimples.

We finished our food , talked about ourselves until it was late. He paid for the meal when the waiter came around again. We were the last person to leave the restaurant. He opened the door to the car and we saw flash light from afar.