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NARRA CHLOE

They never thought about where we're going after we died? , where are you? Where's that talking voice in your brain? Every time I think that's like my mind explodes and I still don't know where we're going, I guess that answer is answered when we die, just like all the others

Today is Monday, he hated Monday, to tell you the truth we all hate Monday.

He hated getting up early to go to a place he hated, I hate being in the last few weeks of school, because that means EXAMS and also hates - and to think that I used to like school -

She went down for breakfast, Mom was in the kitchen and my brother was at the table with her cell phone.

"You've finally come down, have a quick breakfast that you're going to be late," Mom says, as she leaves breakfast in front of me and my brother

-No one would notice if I was late for school

"If I would notice," says my mother grabbing her purse and walking to the door - wow, see you at night, having a nice day - says that and closes the door after leaving

'Chau!' my brother and I say at the same time.

"I don't know how Mom has so much joy in the morning," says my brother

"I don't know how you have so much joy every day," I say as I get up from the table and leave the set in the kitchen - let's go if we're not late.

I get out of the house and go to the car, put it on and I'm waiting for Mark.

(...)

'MARK APÚTE!' he yelled

-I'M COMING! - says as he rushes towards the car.

gets in the car, puts on his seat belt and leaves the backpack in the back

-How long will it take? -I tell you as I start driving

-I couldn't find my backpack

He put music on the radio, all the way was silent. In the last two years we separated a lot Mark and I, people thought we would be closer, but we didn't, I wish we could do it again as before.

We got to school, Mark went with his friends, I was waiting for my best friend to arrive.

"Hello beautiful bitch," says the African-American girl as she hugs me from behind

-Hello Jessica - I look at her from head to toe when I tell the truth was very beautiful, she had beautiful curls well marked dark brown. we had almost the same type of hair, only my curls were not well marked and were black, we have the same height, she wearing one loose white trousers and a dark brown top, just like the color of her eyes

-Uhh something happens to you, you have an amazing bad mood

I hated that he knew me enough to know when he was in a bad mood.

-What if I eat not to be in a bad mood if today is Monday, is there anything uglier than that? -I say as I grab her by the arm and walk into the school.

It's amazing how this girl can stand me as long, nor do I stand as long as she does, we've been friends since we've been 10, there were some fights since we always think differently, but none as serious.

-How are they beautiful ? -someone says as he jumps on top of us from behind.

"Well stupid," Jess tells Daniel

"You're always so loving," Daniel tells her, "And how's the other beautiful one?

-in a bad mood, as always - jess tells her

-I noticed

We entered the class, the teacher still did not arrive, Jess and I sat in the back and in front of us sat Daniel.

- How are you doing with the exams? - Ask Daniel as we get things out of history

- with the exams well, but I'm tired of going to the psychologist, I want them to start the holidays so I don't have to go that often anymore - I answer

"Someday you're going to have to stop going," Jess says

"That's still a long way to go," I reply

The teacher comes and gives us the class. After an hour, the class ends and we leave the classroom, as we have to go to the lab because we have chemistry.

-Did you see the new guy? Jess says we barely left the class

-What new guy? -we say Daniel and I

-The one who was sitting next to us

"I didn't see it," says Daniel

"I don't either, how rare you've entered at the end of the course, " I say

- apparently he was transferred, but I found out it wasn't for misconduct, usually that's why. the director didn't say much so we don't know almost anything about the

Daniel went with some friends, Jess and I went to the cafeteria, before we went to chemistry. we had a 15-minute break before each class

"You should tell Daniel," Jess says, as we sit at one of the tables

-Tell him what ?

-Tell him why you go to the psychologist, years ago we are friends and to him you did not tell him why, able you do not want to talk about that but ...

- But nothing, I told the one who didn't want to talk this to him and he understood, why don't you understand?

-I do get it...

-Let's talk about the new guy, first of all who is he? - I had to change the subject, because if we didn't end up arguing again for this

-It's that - he points me to a tall boy, black hair a little shed but it suits him, he was pale but not so much, he had a pircing on his lip, a body that showed that he exercised, he was wearing a black T-shirt, since in California he was getting hot lately and black pants - his name is Lucas.

- it's cute

- cute, that's little, it's perfect

The truth was right Jess, it is much more than cute, I inadvertently began to look at it as silly, without realizing it, the tour and our looks meet and he smiles at me, immediately cut my gaze ... I knew that smile well

- he's one of those guys who doesn't want anything serious

- you're lying to me, please tell me you're lying to me

- I'm not lying to you

- was too perfect to be real -- he looks at me with a sad face

-- I'm sorry for you -- I tell her as I get up from the table, waiting for her to follow me

-Chloe I have to go, I'm going to see a guy before class - she says getting up too

- ahhh, that's my friend, it's okay, I see you in class and you tell me everything

She leaves, I go to the yard, I sit in it, I loved that view, it's so relaxing and quiet or it was until I get the

- hello - says a guy behind me

When I turn around I see it's Lucas

- emm Hello

" I saw you in the cafeteria and you seemed nice, " he says and sits next to me

- So you see a girl, you go you talk to him, just because you find it nice - the truth the guys like him do not like me, I met several like him, I grew up with guys like him.

A little memory comes to mind, but I immediately try to forget it

- Have you noticed yet?

- if, I realized, it wasn't very difficult

- Was the smile not ?

- yes, that's the way it is

I don't really like talking to new people, except with the

-- I'm sorry I have to go -- I get up and go

It's not bad, but we all know what guys like him are like and I'm not here to mess with people like him.

He leads me to the lab and when between Daniel and Jess they were already seated, I go and sit by his side

~-~

The class ended, we were told that was the last hour since the psychology teacher did not come. so Jess and I decided to go home, Daniel had to stay as he had football practice. I told Mark I was going home, to take the bus.

After leaving the building we saw Lucas leaning on a car I assumed it was his, we saw a senior girl, who came in and kissed him, after that they got into his car and left.

"I suppose you were right, " he tells me, as we approached the car

- I'm very good at identifying them

-they made you an expert, " she says with a tone of sadness

After that we got in the car, Jess was talking about Lucas, but don't pay much attention to him, I wasn't interested to know much about him, I didn't plan on getting close to him.

We got home, there was no one home as Mom wouldn't come back until the night.

"Now if we're going to talk," Jess says as soon as she sits on the couch

-What do you want to talk about? - I say as I walk into the kitchen to grab a packet of fries

- because you don't want to tell Daniel the truth

-returned with that ? - I sit next to him

- yes , speak

- all right, I don't want to talk to him about what happened, because I know he would worry too much, more than you cared about, you know him well, you know he'd say a lot of things to me and make me half-hour speeches because I don't have to feel guilty. I'll tell you but when you're better and I can stand your speeches. Happy?

- yes -- tells me the brown-eyed girl -- now, let's see a movie

After watching the movie and scaring me like a thousand times, because Jess chose a horror movie, she left. I finally had peace or so I thought, since someone knocks on the door. Mark couldn't be as it was a few hours before he came as he was on the basketball team. I thought maybe it's Jess who forgot something. So I open the door, but to my surprise it was neither Jess nor Mark.

-What are you doing here?

"I came to talk to you, as today you almost ran out of the yard," Lucas says, and enters my house

- if of course it happens - I say sarcastically

- sorry I don't usually be like this

- no? How good then, go tell that to someone who cares, now get out of my house ... Please - I try not to want to grab it and take it to the kicks, being close to it was not good for me, he brings back memories that I do not want in my mind, I have not had them in a long time, but since it appeared I only began to remember. I know he's not to blame, but I can't be nice to him.

-why are you so grumpy?

- you don't care about that, now please go

- no, first let's talk

- What do you want?

- first why do you like me so badly?- of course I didn't plan to answer that question sincerely

- because you think women only exist to sleep with you - a little bit of truth I had, but it wasn't the whole truth

- I don't believe that, I just aren't good at relationships

-- everyone says that -- I say in a whisper, that luckily he doesn't listen very well

- What?

- nothing, one thing, how did you know where I lived?

It takes a few seconds to respond

- I asked the decsection where you lived and I told him it was because you were going to help me catch up on history and in the other subjects

I don't know why something inside me was telling me I shouldn't believe him, but I didn't give him any importance -- what a big chloe-

- well, I don't think you came to my house just to ask me why I like you

- I came to ask you to help me.

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