4 A broken vase can be beautiful too.

She knew that she was as strong as a pin but in the current situation she felt so vurnarable and exposed.She could still remember the feeling of being kiss by Xiao yan . She never realize kissing was so amazing, when she was with zhen shui(1) she never felt this kind of spark.All the kissing and hugging she done with him felt like a child play after she experience the real thing of course how could she forget the fact that he never really love her so it was not same maybe he was same like

xiao yan when he kissed her sister.I don't know why I was so naive to believe that he was my prince charming.With my looks it was really impossible.But now she was really scared of herself she still felt so shy after she hungrily replied to his kiss.She never knew her body was capable of such action.She don't know how to face him anymore after her action.She was searching for an excuse to not show up in the dinner but today her brain was not cooperating with her.When she heard the door open she jumped in suprise but she soon calm down as she realize it was a maid.

"Miss please get ready for dinner, master is wating for you"

"Can i not have dinner? You see i don't have any spare clothes and this clothes is so dirty your master won't like"

She didn't replied but just smiled at me as if she knew it was just an excuse.She went towards a door and open it revealing a walk in closet.Here goes my excuse.

" Miss the master had already prepared all your clothes so you don't have to worry about that but please hurry my master really doesn't like waiting"she informed me while i just nodded and walk inside the closet searching for an appropriate dress.All the dresses was branded and very girly and it really wasn't her style at all.She couldn't find a less revealing dress,to her any dress which was knee lenght or fine cut in the neck was revealing.Atlast pulling on a floral wrap skirt and a peasant blouse which was quite decent.She went towards the dining room where xiao yan was standing so imposingly.He emitted an powerful aura making everyone near him vulnerable.He was dressed in suit paints and a crisp white shirt and had an arrogant expression.Damn can he get more sexy than this.

Hearing the clink sound of her shoes in the tiled floors he looked up and saw wanmei standing there gracefully in just simple dress without any make up.She was the most simplest yet sexiest girl he ever met.As she stood there with an scared expression he couldn't help but felt guilty for scaring her.

"Don't stand there looking as if you are going to your death grave it is just an simple dinner and don't worry i won't make any move"

She then started walking towards the table and hesitantly sat down besides him.

"Why do you look so scared?" I asked her.

"Then should i look happy in front of my kidnapper"She quickly covered her mouth after that.She seem so scared to offend me.

"What happen why do you seem so obedient suddenly?"

"I am just keeping my manner for my life saviour i guess"

"That doesn't feel like the real case"I just ignored it and started eating while she just sat there.

"I didn't called you to watch me eat"

She then pick her spoon up and started munching the food slowly while he watch her fascinated by the emotions that drew in her cheeks while she savoured the dinner.It was sensual and sexy and poignant.She was clearly invading all his mind and he really needed to snapped out after all she was his already.But while he reminded himself that he couldn't help but recall the kiss they shared.As she opened her dreamy eyes she look like she was coming back from orgasm. Her gaze then landed on his and an intense awareness shimmer between them.But she seem to take herself in hand as she averted her gaze and cleared her throat.

"Xiao yan you really shouldn't waste your time and money on me"

"And why do you think i should not?"

"I am someone who was betrayed by her loved ones.I don't have anything to give to you except my body and trust me you won't like it.And not just that i am just like a broken vase thrown away because there is no use of me"she explained while holding her emotions and something struck inside me as i saw her in that state.

"Who said i needed a perfect girl.Sometimes the scars can become a beautiful decoration and as for the broken vase I will slowly join it and make it a beautiful and a whole once again."

1.zhen shui is her first love who betrayed her.