Can I Be The One?

I live my life to reach other people's expectations. I live my life just to please them and give satisfaction. I live my life to be what they want me to be and not for what I wanted to be. I am sick of this life. But no one can save me. No one, even myself. But then one day, I discovered a feeling. I discovered that feeling called love. But this feeling I recently discovered, is one of the reasons why my life is miserable right now. I am scared for what will happen next. I am scared of going back to that dark place where I am in. I am scared of the alter feeling of love which is sadness. Can I really make it? Can I really be the one whom I wanted? Can I live my life to the fullest without being ordered, judged and being abused by someone I thought that will back me up? Can I really get out from being a voiceless girl to a woman with full of confidence and freedom?