can't wait for right moment to fall in love

hi readers , another newbie here hope you guys are too bored so that your landing in this amateurish persons book . I will try hard so that you guys don't feel disappointed . excerpt: shayan: well , I love you sierra , I could promise you that you won't feel bad for making me as your choice over that leech . sierra: I can't afford to fall in love with you . LOVE the word itself is way to expensive for me at the moment . shayan: I am not in the mood to listen your philosophy about life now . YES or yes choice is yours . if you want an another option .then third one will be Yes . sierra : stop fooling around . I am not going to disappoint people who care for me . shayan: you are disappointing yourself and you are disappointing this little heart which beats for you . you were my wife . I don't care if you those fucking papers says that we are not related anymore . we could always get married again . this time with full of love that I failed to show in our previous one. I am sorry people come and join me to find if there is a good writer in me or not . your true opinions are welcomed ( both bad and good)