why me?

Life is a mystery, not everyone can define it. Life is a gift, not everyone appreciates it. Life is a journey not everyone knows the right path. Bayo woke up early in the morning and just decided to push me off our matrimonial bed. I woke up angry with pains, right there on the floor. I wish I could get a video of what he just did. I stood up and asked him why he did that but he just kept looking at his phone as if nothing was wrong. I shouted at him but he wouldn't say a word. I rushed to check our crying baby right there in the room when he stood up and left for the living room. That morning, he left the house without eating breakfast neither did he give a goodbye kiss to his wife.

         I was on maternity leave so I stayed patiently with my baby at home, three weeks ago; I gave birth to my darling princess, Mary. Her beautiful face, her cheeks, her little fingers and toes were just so amazing to me.  My husband insisted that only his mother was to take care of his kids and not even my family. His mother came for just two weeks and left, that is strange! I was feeding my princess when I heard a knock at the door. Who could that be I thought?

       I carried my baby, walked to the door and asked who it was, they said they were my husband's family member; he never told me he had any other family member apart from his mother. I opened the door swiftly only to see 4 women and 6 children. The women looked at me with amazement and one of them said,"wonder shall never end, this man will never change". They told me that my husband was married to the four of them before and they all gave birth to girls, that is why he dumped them and that he is looking for a male child at all cost. I didn't believe what they were saying until each of them showed their marriage pictures with my husband, I was shocked! I couldn't believe my eyes.

       Immediately, I remembered that my friend, Cynthia, had told me that my husband was sometimes married in her hometown. I asked my husband about it and he said people look alike and how could I have believed that. The women left encouraging me that I should be careful with him. I called his office but it was not going through. That night, he didn't come home, I stayed awake till 12am, and I began to wonder what do I do? The next day I went to his office only to hear that the company moved to another place. The building was empty and it was like the whole world was against me. He never allowed us to visit is hometown. I rushed to his mother's house but her house was empty. One of her neighbor said her son travelled with her the day before. Where do I go? Where do I start from? What should I do?