1 A beautiful place?

"Wearing my favorite dress. Putting some make up on. And then I got a call, "Take your time, I'll be waiting". Staring at the clock, "O My Gosh I'm late". I rushed into somewhere else, it's a beautiful place. A place filled with flowers and a guy is approaching me. He's coming towards me, closer and closer and closer. I can't see anything, it's so bright, brighter and brighter and turned red and black all over, then I fainted."

Again! It's day 55 since I remember having that weird dream. I kept waking up with that dream and everytime I have it, my heart aches. Yet, its just a regular, tiring day.

I get up and wore the same dress in my dream. I don't know why but it's the only thing I have.

I'm an introvert. No one talks to me and no one even dare to look at me. It felt weird but it kinda feel normal. Going somewhere else, somewhere I don't really know but somewhere I must go. Sameday, same path, same people, same ambience. Walking and searching for that place and go home as the moon takes over the sun. The same day happens all over again, a day that would wake me up with that weird dream.

Day 65. The dream? Yes, it never fails to wake me up.

I get everything ready from traveling, again. As I was walking by, I attempted talking to these weird people who keeps ignoring me. When I was about to talk, everyone looked at me. And suddenly, the voices, screams, shocks!!! "Wake up!!! Please wake up!!". Cries, shocks!!!! I can hear voices! I can feel shocks! I'm insane!!! The dream keeps flashing on my mind, that guy!!! Who is he??????? I can't see, it's so bright, turned red and black all over. Then I fainted.

As I opened my eyes, there are two doors. Labeled with love and life. I stand up and opened the door labeled with love. My heart has been broke for a long time that is why I chose to open that door. And as I opened it, the guy in my dream is standing right at the corner. He's face is still blurred. I can't see him clearly but I can see him smiling. As I took steps towards him, he shouted "Go back!!! It's not yet your time!!'. I answered, "What are you talking about?". He said, "Just go back and open the other one". I didn't listen because I don't understand. I need answers. I keep walking towards him and when I was able to reach him, he pushed me away. I forced but he kept on pushing me away. I cried, stood up and was ready to hug him no matter what it takes. But when I was able to, the voices!! the screams!! the shocks!! and suddenly, he disappeared. Something's pulling me out of that room and a very sweet and calm voice keeps echoing on my ears, "Go back, and open the other one". I did what I told to do, what he told me to do. I opened the other door and as I opened my eyes, I saw a man with a long white coat asking me if I was able to see and hear him. I nodded. And as I can see clearly, I saw people but I can't recognize anyone of them. I spent 3 weeks in that place, place so called hospital. For therapies and lots of examinations. I lost my memory and up until now, I barely remember these people around me. When I got all the therapies completely and successfully done, I was sent home. Though I can't still remember anything, the doctor said I'll be fine because it's just temporary and soon enough I will remember everything. Whenever I tried to ask my family what happened to me, they just always answer me "Don't stress yourself, for it'll come back soon".

As boredom strikes me. I decided to decorate my room and change the way it look like until I found a big jewelry box under my bed. It was locked so I searched for a possible key that would open it. I found a necklace with a key pendant hanging on it and that's might be it. Guess what??? Lucky me!! I opened the jewelry box and when I opened it. Memories flashed back into my mind.

It was a nice day on a summer. I met a guy named Dane. He was so funny and lovely. An ideal guy who unluckily fell inloved with a stupid woman like me. I played hard to get, made him wait so long and at the same time I played his heart. I was stupid back then, but he made this stupid girl changed a lot. I fell, I swear I fell inloved with him and I was ready to tell him how I feel. We decided to meet at the very first place where we met each other. I wore my favorite dress. Put some make up on. I wanted to be the most beautiful woman for him. I set the time but I came late. He came first and I came late. I can see him from far. He's so handsome and lovely as ever. I was ready to tell him how I feel. I took steps towards him but when I finally able to reach him. This bright light suddenly appeared. A fast running vehicle that soon enough will hit me. He run, pushed me and he was hit by that very bright thing. I was so shocked. I don't know what to do. There were bloods all over and that time everything became black. I wasn't able to tell him how much I loved him. I wasn't able to give him back everything that he gave me. He deserves love but I gave him pain. If I just came earlier, I might...but It was too late. Weeks after he died. I tried to kill myself but they were able to save me. I was in coma and dreaming for 65 days and even in that dream, he saved me.