4 Chapter 3

Skylar P.O.V

I woke up before anyone. I sighed and totally forgot they don't really have a schedule right now. It's just recording and going to practice. Suddenly my phone rang, I quickly answered, it was Lisa?

I answered.

"Annyeonghaseyo?"

"Girl where are you? Why are you whispering?"

"Unnie I'm at the dorm."

"Who's? Twice?"

"No, unnie....."

"Mark?!? If it is then you better leave! You can't be with him Skylar."

"Unnie, I'm not with him, yet."

"Ok then where are you?"

"The new group I joined?"

"Who?"

"BTS."

"A boy group! Omo! Are you ok? Are they treating you nicely?!"

I didn't answer, because 1. My ear hurts now. 2. Jin just woke up. He looked at me and said,"Are you ok? You look frightened?"

I said,"Uhh, yeah, I'm ok." He said,"You look unsure." I shook my head and put the phone close to my ear.

"Unnie I have to go."

"No! Wait! You didn't answer my questions! Child please respond!!"

"Unnie, please I have to go, I'll call you later."

"Sky-"

*end of phone call*

I cover my face, and groan. Now I have to talk to Lisa and the others. Jin stood up and started waking the others up. I got up, and walked out of the room, just to stand outside. I honestly have a lot to do now. The others saw me and Yoongi said,"You ok? You kind of walked off." I said,"I'm fine, for goodness sake." They nodded and well they took turns using the bathroom to change.

Once they finished we headed to Twice's house. I knocked at the door, hoping it would be one of the maknaes, it wasn't. It was Mina, she said,"Oh would you look at that, the nerd came back." I said,"Please Mina, I just came to get my clothes." Mina shook her head and said,"No, ask your boyfriends to buy you new ones." I said,"they are not my boyfriends!" She shrugged and said,"I don't give a fuck, now scram!" She slammed the door shut in front of my face.

I sighed and walked to the side. Jin said,"Well that was rude." Jimin said,"where are we going?" I didn't say anything, and looked at the window. It's useful to know how to climb up a building. I took a step back, and ran, I jumped and reached the ladder.

I pulled myself up and went towards the window. I saw that the maknaes were there. I knocked on the window, they looked at me and quickly opened the window. "Unnie!" I shushed them and said,"i only came to get my stuff, sorry girls I'm leaving the group." They frowned and I said,"Please behave yeah? Don't do stupid things, always stop each other from doing dangerous stuff. If our unnies start talking bad about me, let them. I don't want you guys getting hurt alright?" They nodded and I go to the window again, and said,"Bye bye." They waved and I jumped down, the same way I came up.

Taehyung said,"Wah, that was cool!" I shushed him and said,"Yeah, I know let's go." We started walking back and Namjoon said,"Is that all your stuff?" I nodded, I only had a duffle bag. Yoongi said,"Wow, well that's nice." I nodded, and kept walking. Suddenly we heard a scream. I said,"Oh god, that's the one thing I didn't want to happen." I turned around and saw Mina, again.

She was furious, she said,"Didn't I tell you to scram?!" I shrugged and said,"I went to get my stuff Mina, it's not like I was staying there." Mina said,"Good we don't need a stupid and useless girl like you." I said,"Cool, then you won't have to worry about me. Congrats on that." The boys giggled at my remark. Mina walked towards them and said,"It's not funny! Do you know how much I've been through with her!? She always talks bad about me!! She always hits me!! Nobody believes me!!" She starts fake crying and I scoff. I walk away, the boys followed me.

Mina yelled,"She your going to believe her?!!" Jin said,"Yup." I thought she went back home, yeah she didn't. I got yanked back, making me lose my balance and fall down. Mina, she always does this when her plans don't go her way. She starts attacking me, in which I quickly react. I push her off of me, and stand up. She runs towards me, and I took the opportunity to punch her.

Made her nose bleed and fall on the floor. She looked like she was in tears. I said,"Aww! Don't cry baby! Be a big tuff girl like you are and suck it up! You do this to me every time, it was time for you to taste your own medicine." I stood back and the boys crowded her asking her if she's alright. Oh boy, I just put myself on the wrong side.

The boys glared at me, yoongi said,"Let's go home." We walked home, me in the back as usual. We got home, and this is where the arguments start.

Yoongi said,"What is wrong with you?! You're not the same Skylar, you changed. Your so stubborn and selfish."

I nodded and said,"yeah, says the damn favorite child. Yes, and the one who broke a promise." He stood quiet and said,"What does that have to do with me? I'm talking about you?" I said,"You really think I changed to bully people?" He nodded and I shook my head. I said,"Fine, keep thinking that, I'll say my story."

He nodded and I said,"We made a promise to not abandon each other, no matter what. Yet, you did. Mom and dad loved you, they cooked for you, gave you money for food for school. Bought you new clothes. Once you left, you left me in the cruel household. Once you left they started to trash talk to me, dad would beat me up just because he didn't love me. I had to go to school, and deal with more bullying. Nobody listened to me, I had to starve myself all day, only to get home and not eat at all. Yet you had it all, everything. I fell into depression, I had suicidal thoughts. I tried ending my life 5 times. I may be broken inside, and look weak on the outside, but I'm strong. I've been through much worse than you think."

All the boys eyes widened, Yoongi stood quiet. I said,"Still think I'm useless and a bully?" Yoongi shook his head and said,"I- I'm- I'm sorry, I didn't mean-" I shook my head and said,"It's alright guess." Jin said,"Why didn't you tell anyone about this?" I said,"Because nobody believes me, I've tried, doesn't work. They think I'm just saying that for attention." They shook their heads and Namjoon said,"I'm sorry." He tried hugging me, but I moved and said,"I don't do hugs or any physical contact sorry."

He looked sad but nodded. Jimin said,"No wonder you pushed Yoongi away and yelled at him at the office." I nodded and my phone rang. A message from Lisa, saying she's waiting for me to answer her questions.

I said,"Do you guys mind meeting up with a group of girly girls?" They stood quiet, I said,"Alright let me rephrase the question. Are you comfortable around girls?" They nodded except Jungkook, I said,"I'm guessing your awkward and scared of girls?" He nodded and I said,"Well you guys can stay, I have to go meet up with a group." Jimin said,"Aww, we want to go." I said,"He doesn't. He's uncomfortable with girls."

Taehyung said,"We're still going." I said,"alright. Let's go." We went to Black Pink's house. I knocked on the door, and moved my bangs out of my eyes. The boys noticed, before they could say something, the door opened.

All four girls pulled me into a hug. I said,"Unnie! No!~" They let go, I noticed my sleeve go up, so I immediately pulled it down. They noticed. Jennie said,"Why'd you pull it down?" I shook my head and indicated the boys. She said,"Right, come on in. Have a seat, we have to talk to her real quick." I was pulled upstairs to their room. Jisoo said,"Arm. Now."

I lifted my sleeve up and they saw. Rose said,"You have to stop doing that! It's for your own good." I said,"Unnie please." They shook their heads. Lisa said,"Listen, you need to stop, unless you want to keep visiting every week or so." I shook my head and Jennie said,"Skylar you can stop doing this. You're a strong girl. It's just, you have to get that inside your head. Your a strong girl, and your going to get through this." I nodded, and Lisa said,"What about Mark?" I said,"It's getting worse and worse." They shook their heads and Jisoo said,"You'll get though this. You're strong." I nodded and we went back down to talk.