10 Chapter 10 - Pure Anxiety

"I hate this. Why is my life so horrid. Why do I feel so empty all the time. I-it's all happening again... I can see him falling.. falling..."

"Is it my fault? Maybe the news reporter was right. Maybe I really did do it. Wait.. why isn't he moving!? Why.. why!? Please move, Kaito! I'm sorry! It's all just a massive blur now... I can see it all again. I can see them shoving me into walls... I can see them throwing eggs at my house... I can see them holding those bricks. Sh*t, are they about to throw them at me!? W-why does it feel like I can't breathe...? It feels like the whole world has turned on me again... No. Nonononononononononono NO! N-NOT AGAIN, PLEASE! IM SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW ITS ALL A MASSIVE BLUR THERES TOO MUCH GOING ON AROUND ME I CAN'T HANDLE THIS I HATE MY PATHETIC SELF SO MUCH I JUST WANT TO DIE..."

Her screams of anguish echoed in her empty house, both her parents were out.

"Kaito... I miss you..."

A single tear rolled down her face as she stared emptily at her hands.

"Please... let me end it all..."