1 Pain

You could hear the echo from my heels on the floor every single step that I made representing fear and power the blood who teach my fingers of my feet and everyone eyes on me with my head up and my look in front I make my way to the elevator, I make my way to my black  Lamborghini centenario and i get in and dive away.

I open the door of my house get upstairs in my room , i take out my clothes make my way to the bathroom i open the shower and get in to clean myself the all of blood.

After the shower i get dressed into a night black dress , i go downstairs to dinner and see everyone at the table my father on the head of the table my mother ho sit next to him and my brothers on their place i sit down on my chair in front of my mother and next to my father.

"how was your day Honey " my mother voice spoke before i could answer my father cold  voice spoke.

"probably she did something stupid again like always to humiliate me and the name of my mafia she's good of nothing "

I feel how the tears in my eyes make their way down to my cheeks but I get them away so no one could see how pathetic i am.

No one said another word at the table the dead silent make her way in the room .

After the dinner i go to my room sitting alone in a corner of the dark room crying out all the pain that I feel and ask God "way me" I whisper through tears and sighs i feel so much pain through my heart asking all this years same question  but no one have the answer to my question.

I wake up in the same place that I always do on the cold corner of my room always crying still i feel asleep .

I go to the bathroom to going to take a cold shower to get rid of my puffy eyes from all crying, i brush my teeth and get ready for work.

I get down the stairs to see my father and my mother on the sofa.

"Elizabeth Baker come here "my father said with anger tone .

I go to my father with fear throw my veins my heart bet fast with my body trembling with fear .

"fucking whore way the fuck didn't you go to get your sister from airport " my mother says and I see my sister jenna next to her.

"my baby girl have to stay outside starving waiting for you and you a stupid fucking bitch stayed home and eating our food " my mother's voice speaks again.

"I m sorry but you could send the driver i have to go to work and i think jenna is older enough to not have to depend on her younger sister mother " I said with my head bend down, not ready to see my mother reaction.

"you fucking whore how dare you to talk to your mother like that, you sister starve because of you "my father said kick me in the stomach i fell on my knees feeling the pain in my stomach losing my breath.

My father pulled me by my hair dragging me into the basement inside of the cell throwing me in one of them.

"let see how your going to like it , starving for a week you bitch" he makes his way out of the cell closing behind,  letting me alone in the dark .

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Can you feel the pain