Bring Me to Life: My Life as a Reader

I have been transmigrating from one story to another story.. If you're going to ask me why? I really don't know or probably I read too many novels before migrate into the world of novels... Today is my 59th life and just like before I have to go with the flow in this story. **** I met you... First the time in this life I wanted something for myself... "I want you" "My Lady use me as much as you want" Wait... I'm only spectator here or rather the reader but why??