1 prologue

"Why does everyone leave me…. why am I always alone, can I ever be happy? There no point in living, there no point in human society. I was told love is the best thing in the world but honestly, it's the worst thing to feel; so why should I ever love again why should I care about what others think. All that humans are a shell with a system controlled by society and their desire to survive. No matter how empty a person is the one thing that natural for humans is survival it's instinct. Growing up all I saw was smiles but I knew they were fake smiles only trying to take what they want from me. They lie to get what they want from you so why do you think you're any different." I said as I was finally able to release everything I held in for as long as I remember as a child. Looking up in the eyes I despise only looked at me with so much sympathy and understanding.