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"can i be your girlfriend and not just your girl friend?" i asked and suddenly turn my back on him, i had to i can't bare to his face while rejecting me.

This is me putting our 15yrs of friendship at risk.

wanting to be truly loved i am willing to pay a high price, our friendship.

but every seconds feels like a lifetime. his silence is breaking my heart.

so i bravely put on a smile and faced him.

he's expression looks torn as if he was thinking of a way to reject his best friend. but is there an easy way to reject a feeling especially if the one who confess is your girl friend your girl best friend.

"Got yah!"i put on a fake smile. "relax Nai Nai i was just kidding okay, have a good night" immediately close my bedroom door because the tears are starting to show.